Friday, March 31, 2023

Specifically

 

It was nice, I think. It was a glitch, I believe. We seem similar, carrying that monster. I raved over your prose. I was eager, I suppose. I never said a word. I acted indifferent. I could’ve given more soul—I wasn’t aware, I wasn’t prepared, I was drifting. It wasn’t you. It was the dynamic. So much to feel one wave, an energy, overpowering, to elope upon an ideal. Another is goddess, another is mythic, another is Catholic, another is yogic. I can’t lie, I haven’t a clue, I muse alleys, I turn into valleys, I forget to laugh it off. I wander into you, perusing honey, knowing a part is contentious. I desire to know something, how is it, are there differences, are all humans one color? I notice a grave essence—to mingle, to adore, to release—most magical mystics, suffused, dripping effusion, trying to escape, for rank, for stature, to marry for power—the hope of the novice, the elbows of the giants. I was judged. It was without favor. The high chairs!    

I’d Save The Reader Years

    The beat becomes sickness. A long crucible—a drilling ecstasy. I was losing focus, feeling forbidden, if to self, if to mirrors. So curs...