Wednesday, March 8, 2023

Debris & Clarity

 

Temperature aflame. Thoughts dismissed. Selfsame pangs. Surreal excellence—gathered composure, unclaimed, an artifact, a located object—if sin were ever at its peak. Sore piano, the violin adored, to touch a guitar, a soul might dream again. We were younger. Songs were on repeat. We collected each other. Like winning was suggested—mere consequence of physicality, to assume ownership. Seeing beauty in its aftermath. Misery became itself. Love appeared a foreign nature. How would one love what we saw, knew, adored? Years in destroying self. Miracles seeming tired of us. The feeling of a phoenix. And children were born. Something precious doesn’t depend on humans. A little thankful for that. Those flowers act out. Pollen permeates eternity. Souls’ sneeze, grab a hanky, and blow violently. A casual goodbye. An endless greeting. Many make color look sophisticated.          It dances differently. Never the same! Asking more questions. Infinity doesn’t welcome me. Soul for spirit the welkin cymbal. Seeing an image, wrapped in prayer, all day with some. By and by, recollecting each drumbeat, every drumkit, forbidden inside. Too much for kingdoms. Too irregular. Like loving is illegal.    

I’d Save The Reader Years

    The beat becomes sickness. A long crucible—a drilling ecstasy. I was losing focus, feeling forbidden, if to self, if to mirrors. So curs...