Monday, October 10, 2022

Selfish Cave

 

Excuse the cliché, but it’s much bigger than us: the publications, the notoriety, the comradery. I was in a zone, palming spirit, made to realize my hauntings, taunting(s), houses made of glass or straw, the fury of the miscalculated; only as good as officials make me, only as beautiful as we exclaim; like a silver back, watching, listening inside, it amazes what’s taking place in there. Something resists itself … its nature is grim … it feels like something unrealistic. I’ll employ the words, but I’m not big on ghosts and goblins outside of metaphors.          It will make us stronger. You will drift into the horizon. I will lay claim to sanity. Else, we each have many mental components to address.          I’ve been sawing marshweed—dazing off, asking my mind its number one concern.          I’ll be curt: I don’t want the entanglement.          I would prefer make right, endure to liking, and vanish into the daymare, which is life.          My mind paints a mean creature, so much personal insights, the soul is roaming its guilt.          Such psithurism, trees and the like, leaves and pain, blowing in the winds. I was fast asleep—it was life—I never asked for what you carry—please forgive the selfish waves.

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