Tuesday, October 18, 2022

Aloof From Music

 

Worries as they unravel. Pains as they bottle up. And miracles in one woman. I wanted love, as it manifests, with scientists needing same-like. I did Reno. I tucked my sanity. Living in you is fabulous. More problems, can’t become so honest, each locke a witness to brain power; so many lies, to sprout truths, never met one that way; so cured in the curse, such a paradox, screaming at the sense-wall. It won’t last long, it might outlive us, never in time feeling like glory—those eyes, such bronze and hazel, like a problem for sobriety. So olden school, so baffled inside, while respecting the sanctity of holiness. A unique sacrament, a different vase, while looking across seas. If to get a glimpse, and why we do that? so many prongs outside. I wish I could say it, like one worry, never such a lie: eating superwoman, clenching to memories, I never had much clarity—by facts, her brains, her hearts, like plural locations.          Natural solitude, in body and soul, to ask we exist this way; so remarkable, such a lie, so authentic; choking on reality, eating skies, such a soft scent; why I do that, like a scoundrel, begging to see identity? We ate a secret, aloof from music, so intense about remedies.     

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