Thursday, August 18, 2022

Reflexive Mirror

 

At sunrise, many illusions, from coast

to ocean; semi-distorted language,

uncreated vice, Love is in detox.

To disagree with eternity. To have

sway inside. To know lies have been

formed. I see repetition of sulfuric rain—by lace in adventure—curious, cursed, with access to religion. Assorted candies. Re-spelled intrusion. Deaths. Spasms. Humiliation. Only to rebuild. To sing song. So much

on line, on dance. It’s hard to confront

you.

You push away. Life is hard enough—sobriety is sullen, low, unrelenting.     I was with desire to save some person; in art, she was livid, under spell, we have little to wrestle over,

with intention to create hymns and liturgies; a problem to perception, a delight in silence, entitled, gray, afforded many mistakes.

Like taste-buds, acquiring predilections,

softer acidities: one long river, not courage,

hoping for numbness, or naivety.   

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