Thursday, August 11, 2022

For The Well-Beloved

 

New challenges—they come by human endeavor—the chase, much retrospection, a zipper on cosmos, unzipped, rain pours like numen ice. I would dance differently—we tell ourselves; I would make proud the well-beloved, I would put self aside; indeed, I would love until it hurt to breathe.

On another note—I would see better parts of self; I would become excellence, all for the well-beloved: I would take a chance on perfection: I would never fail the well-beloved.

            Can’t foretell challenge and spell;

            Can’t retake the final debate.

Too many spurts between kingdoms: Too long thinking about improbability.

            I would claim anything for you—some sick poodle—ashamed of my actions.

            I would lie in excellence, promising to get it right, and failing you.

Humans face a greater problem—it stands in mirrors: complete honesty will destroy us.

            I hear it in the leaves, the rustling of days, to hate and love one person.      

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