Sunday, July 29, 2018

Swan Replenishments


(greetings & linage, Love; this adored castle, our sky-parades, or thoughts by guts flying gravity: this whirl-fire, this endless firebrand, or this feeling where Life is corrupt: those angry drillings, this chance at redemption, or this granny speaking miracles: our flakes with strawberries, our potatoes with honey, or this sandwich with butter: our tuna melts, and radical cauliflower, or such hankerings for bacon burgers: at voice with laughter, at realities with pains, or ashamed too far into futures: this brilliant magnolia, our powdered donuts, or this fast lasting into its feast: those orange lights, this wave of spirits, at courage this feeling while sprinting).     I magnify at times, a tear shorn to games, at chess at flickers this reservoir: indeed, by customs, or radiant costumes, or unbearable habits: our fumes with ravens, our trails with cadence, or our comfort foods becoming repellant: to sing with siblings, by rights to dance, where solemn feelings seem trampled: this gutty emotion, this pile of trinkets, or this creative ritual—as fused into Life, this examination, where thoughts picture our countenance: that ravishing quiescence, that luminous excitement, where onlookers shriek with retractions: as marvelous cooks, those exquisite entrĂ©es, while fretting ingredients.     …to break ice this wave, or shadow paint this flame, at seconds feeling quite interrogated—by inner geese, or inkling leprechauns, where many need encryptions: these mental pieces, as they come into courts, where reality must assist our allegations: if but by crocheting, this knit system of feelings, where insistence becomes reviewed: our core banshees, this jingling by chains, this early category: those brave lullabies, or this chaotic dimension, while holding to clamps: by tyranny’s remorse, or affection’s affliction, while portraits by brains relinquish responsibility: those inner scents, this past-Life fragrance, where chimneys appeal to soot….

…we try through damages, we die looking through grime, and we exist making redemption: this peril in traumas, this elation found forgiven, or this preparing our own travesties: this alive feeling, this trenchant sorrow, this psych’s war-glance: at tender memories, or explored by tragedies, where colors blink into havens: our shared perceptions, as millipedes running, while morphing into those fantastic gorillas: our deep essence, this gland flippant, or trails for months that become small: those leaky eyes, that gracile miracle, or charms that become treacherous: our inner avenues, our crushes upon unreality, or this ache to retrieve something as thrown back: those long essays, or this feeling in memoires, or this undulation while meditated those states: as gunning mermaids, or sirens nearby, where ships clash with resistance: this tug at honor, this person at anger, as before those days of pure ignorance: to laugh in private, where one felt love, while agony becomes slung into vengeance: those tiny cakes, aside French Vanilla, to awaken with this rich fever—those taste-buds reaching, or aquamarine atmospheres, or this intimate ceiling: as cut in pieces, while living as wholeness, where secrets re-seam relentless….  
     
I drop tears for Life, and ponder your nights, while fleeing this turn for blaming: as chiseling harmony, while tugged by cadence, and at converse with this phoenix: our tales as evasive, our guts as microphones, and God as this friend in alignment with our customs: this fretted reality, this tale on cultic compounds, or this ashram ruined by sexual activity: this lust with Life, this tale with tinges, or this radicalized dissention: as nibbling protein, or counting our grams, this same event with Love: as thugs fall apart, while teaching through insecurities, where aguish appears as normal: to re-event aglets, to retie our knots, or to unloosen our trenchant passions: those carbohydrates, or good fats, or terrible feelings while anchored is sure shot decisions: or a bit to fantasy, digging nostrils in Europe, or celebrating in fresh green waters.

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