Thursday, July 26, 2018

Speculative Wings


It lives as mystery, or tugged by reality, our perplexing experiences: our morning cloves, our midday sandwich, or midnight juice: at departure points, afloat within dreams, so close this abstract scream: while flying through mirrors, to sudden this life, where we forfeit our inclinations: for it couldn’t be senses, as unprovoked, while it must be senses.

I fiddle a pebble, lost in miracles, and abased by old beliefs: those weeping perceptions, our clingy impulses, or our jumpstart religiosities: as realness was ever our issue, this wealth of gravity, where it felt remarkable to re-explain our earrings: our bold force, those seven junctures, or our five dynamics: those feelings spiking, this shy sky-haven, or those incredible axioms—where nights appear, while chasing our pillows, where critical thought divorces our wagers.

…if but to breathe, this mortal’s infatuation, as we perish our immortalities: this waxing sensation, this close reality, or this ability to fly: those screams; those tentative perfections; if but our needs by existence: our relaxed heart-caves, while pushing towards rejection, where sudden this gratifying leap: this required puzzle, this mental flesh, or our itchy dry-grass: to soar this reunion, this coming into mirrors, this inner person communicating signs: this mountain of sunshine, this Promised Reality, or such beauty those cubs cleaving to mother….

…if but to achieve—this essence in reservoirs, or iridescence becoming concrete laws: this fuel for realities, this inner rush, or this sight as moving in stillness: our atom spirits, this heart’s construction, where something scientific had been utilized: those terrifying nights, this unveiling of mysteries, or our avalanches reducing enigmas to systematic applications: if but to presume, as internalized creators, while some things are hard to kaleidoscope….


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