Thursday, November 23, 2017

Slow Paced/Sad Joys

We have dreams, those inner arias…those churning cadenzas: those mental oceans…by grace a symphony, by treasures a lasting feeling: such magnet personalities, as rarely this wing, affected by this seeming explosion: at reeling arcs, an heirloom by focus, our daughters to stairwells.  We felt a spell, by inexorable measures, as appetites become insatiable: that proud river, those meadow brooks, this galloping towards queens—as masculinity, sudden for humble, at souls dining ecstasies: our chivalrous knights, our alibis for nonchalance, this trail vanishing through orchards.  (It’s ancient, Love, this feud through dreams, to seduce through maladies: our grits with eggs, our pastrami fries, our memories as moments: that golden turkey, that dark pink ham, our magnificent stuffing: this trove by treasures, such warmth by gazes, this fire when pondered as genetics: our paradoxical moons, our ensouled equations, our camp-flame conversations—this chocolate cake, that pumpkin pie, this French vanilla icecream; indeed, this cultic edifice, this cryptic dream, such occult-like motions: as skies change, fettered to purple adventures, our tummies filled with day-cares).  We crochet words, while fed through meanings, where Gregorian Chants echo: this truss to souls, this trust to, Love, our terrors abated by kindness: as ontic utopias, our myriad interests, where life becomes somewhat gray: this need for extinctions, this want for pleasure, this pain as losing its curse.  Its masquerades, by mirrored ideals, shadowed by insecurities: this chase for closure, as knitted perfection, to capture one unthreading destiny: our earth to shakes, our souls to quakes, our fates becoming evident education: herewith, are dreams, this crystallized swan, that Porsche’s esteem—as, too, this Bugatti texture, seated in excellence, to find this need for passion: that chasing sun, this inner nightingale, that village of mystics. 

By quixotic dreams, at tender affections, spacing through our cosmos: this voice to passions, escaping our guts, flying into orbits: such casual presence, our seconds to paradise, our pregnant elations; where skies become days, as nights become mornings, that horrid scent of raccoons: indeed, but a second, at terrible pleasures, to realize increments by age.

I address life, those myriad trysts, this semi-religious ecstasy: our quasi-raptures, our memoire confessions, our blank canvases: wherefore, those tears by lights, sudden by satori, secerning through feelings: that cause by one, or that excellent vase, by chills to render inner ghosts.

We adore bakeries, our emotions as delicacies, our dreams as formed through experience: those bedside novels, those sublime philosophers, this feeling aroused through our intestines; as beautiful creatures, persevered through fibers, this present poet at tenses with silence.

I set twilight, embedded at noonday, this atypical mesmerism: if but to taste, this liquid light, our feelings becoming participants: herewith, our torn confusions, as acting with, but not sparked from: this chasing silence, as provoking crevices, this honeysweet war-care: therefore, we paddle, those waterless canoes, seated in deep sleep—that miracle hut, this thinking frenzy, our caricatures becoming normal.

We tend to children, if sounds are sweet, while struck at those faceless reflections: this time to taste joys, this moment to reflex upon experience, while sensing this mystic undertone: those undulations, sectioned as series, suggested as realities: those musical figures, embracing our schisms, where love becomes this type by pruning: that patch of begonias, those secluded strawberries, this inner voice convicted that love resounds in every sentence.      

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