Wednesday, November 8, 2017

Data Base

We scorch dungeons, this pyre of hay, streaming tragic cantaloupes—those fevered eyes, as composed a nightmare, at cares for a baby girl: those torching pegs, forbidden but bidden, at tears this merry-sorrow: that cultic girth, those marble gems, that cagey advice.  We tender a fire, as but hypnoses, glaring through mini-planets: those captive orbs, so enchanted that life, a bit weathered this pain—those eucalyptuses, that cypress ottoman, this catalogue by dungeons: that fatal gong, through energy-thoughts, as such to reach his arc.  Its casual love, as dramatic love, while manuscripts dictate out stage-life: with playing by snails, or symbolic nails, healing our neighbor’s ails: that Crystal Lake, those rhinestone heart-blades, our daughters as monuments; where time is law, this ten year battle, while believing for newness: our thetic prose, our snotty responses, our inner forgiveness—as lost to lands, or peering at landscapes, a wish upon a petal—to tug an ear, this otic pistol, while succumbing as needing that feeling.  I’m found gravid, this noetic kinship, struggling a dungeon: that fair reply; this addict’s headache; this thirst for Chardonnay: if but to blindness, as caged his essence, at tyranny this woman’s blessings—as platonic fiber, while gnawing grass, to tug with life a tender steel.  I’m seeing numen, this twinkling totem, this timeless dungeon; therewith, a dream, as infused a person, to question our sources: our relating parts, this positive stress, this negative gift: to choose his life, as rabid a star, as frantic a swan.  I loved a twinge, to pursue a vision, while furniture sat still—this weathered soul, as pure a gem, to curse with life giving essence: this woven us, as pure delight, to miss our resonance: as never would, or ever should, while pleading destiny’s sanity: our electric pianos, our mental symphonies, our pleasures at seeing others smile.  I’m wringing sponges, this trickle to brains, at faces a cultic leopard: that feyic quilt, this mystic feeling, to jettison a pail of beliefs; heretofore, this lavish sensation, at tears that nun’s thoughts, while frantic to behave.  It comes to dungeons, as fleeing for flying, at prairie fruits—that place I dwell, as hiding in neurons, our pistons rapid ‘transmitters—to course with time, our years our graves, to stand while pleased a tribunal.  We lilt this life, proud to have lived, while shaken to have existence: this gilt’d swan, that attic mystic, those outstripping professionals: if but for wrung, dripping into washers, our tunics stripped for healings: that mind, Love, as cultured in parts, to live as stressing pluralities—this inner ascension, that Iris mentality, this sonic sound wave—thitherto, this built self, as at love, but terrified: to carry a feeling, as alive that thought, while vacillating in agonies.  I met with dungeons, this space in ruth, to rill a fortune: this brain’s aches; that need for medicine, while typing out therapy: our meals to moments; our wills revolting impulses; as virginity only once a lifespan.  It lived us, this mental repertoire, our garret dances: as pure ballet, or but a glance to shift, this unending trial—to come to life, as proud by existence, at membrance those loves to sins: our signs glaring, our weeping glory, this crypt decorated in triumphs: if but to live, such gravid splendor, our days at Troy.  (I thought to us, as slapping my thigh, while alive such resonance: this inner cadence, those cryptic rules, this furtive suggestiveness: where fair is beauty, this wrenching hawk, as never a thought: to fully explain: I know but a soul, this flushed inner being: I know but a feeling, as absent by judges, that false claim by love: as different a seed, but most a loss, while to ponder a favorite meal: those long stems; those fragrant oils; those preferred perfumes: as rapid magic, intense those brains, as unrelenting engrams; thitherto, this spirit-cleek, as relentless science, at mirrors coaching this invisible man: so life to stealth, as born within, as, therein, a dream; or love to flowers, as passing our gardens, tilling by sickle, as broken with wholeness: our dungeons).          

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