Monday, November 27, 2017

Outflow Our Minds pp. 85-86

We know adventures, and radical aunties, as for danger this welt in arithmetic: our pantomime eyes, our caricature chins, and this slithering, loyal serpent-piece: to cave at manias, our steep extensions, while pyramids bleed truest legacies: our Jewish sisters; that whelmed Zion; this foot-troop ravished in combat.  I comb existence, fevered by six-senses, at seven afloat this terminal island: if but to theories, or precious palms, or that Latin observer: but hell is furious, this dreaming adversary, to court with purpose our stealth-like mirrors—as acclaimed for violence, our Al Capone’s, this Valentine’s travesty: to cut with omegas, freezing through alphas, laughing while shooting hoops with swans: this centipede as vigil, to climb atop this skycraft, aboard for breathing steep our cabbaged space-lifts.  I love a scheme, as dreamt in brooks, to lavish an English mother: that funeral art-tare, this weed for flares, as kosher a pear this garden tragedy—where fathers perish, as lurid with vices, to perchance those extravagant dementias: our shovels to graves; our blades to blood; this dripping frenzy as pushing this small infant; indeed, those thoughts, a crib filled with smoke, this child at secondhand cocaine—those canine teeth, this vampire’s deaths, this infant cut for waters bleeding hopes: if but to perish, thrust through hearts, to extract modicum pains: those forests at treasures, this man at deserts, our camels collapsing mid-stream; where mother appears, an Angelica Cloud, weighing close to ninety pounds.  I clench fists, thrust trough penmanship(s), a tare to mopping closets: this dusty bug, that roach at Thrifty’s, this grasshopper speaking about Precious.  It dies this legacy, our torn affair, to realize this three part dynasty: to sense faces, as distorted intellect, a tear rabid for hypomanics: such steep dejections, such feelings for joys, such passions for lights too far to retreat: our baseboard monogamies, our maniac polygamous, this wrench past reaching for something respectful: our lakes bleeding, our rivers gangly, this inner eight scything its cavities: as, notwithstanding, this biblic pastor, or that mystic preacher, while combing through feminine ministers—as cut to bone, this metaphorical, this mystic upchucking nerves or less to vomit, while more to intestines, our marrow transforming by spiritual practices.  I know by anguish, this want for goodness, to slaughter with essence this person weaving disasters: by nature, this monster, where Love was want for dying in ecstasies: that film by spirits, as plastered to plaques, our faces disguised as rendering depictions; albeit, life, this furious tug-of-war, while steep in sagacious fires—this fool, our souls, to capture with lightning, our thunders to existence.  I realize such hatred, while acclaimed in silence, where reality fails to purchase love: this precious excuse, those precious confessions, this inadequate feeling—as pasted to plaster, this insecure frenzy, at distance, for hell hits: that fabulous assistance, this ravished beauty, to feel but a tender abrasion: those years to puppets, this feeling by dolls, where a glance comes with bold expectations.  I love baroque, a style as classified, to convoke a swan’s existence: this dreamy man, at scrub-oaks, a tattered soul uncloaked—to die passions, as fueled existence, striving to become unyokened: those radical priests, that frantic nun, this Buddhists Empire: as mother flees, running into dungeons, fashioned for frantic a scar—as men dine, while soon to retreat, a couple as mother with son—this voice as treacherous, this perfect day, while stepfather broke a tender arm: our hearts to dying, our fathers to crying, this field as infested.  I met a Scorpio, to ponder an Aries, while floored to deaths reasoning through this Cancer: our glamorous kef, this inner Leo, our existential Sagittarius—that cold Pisces, bleeding its essence, panicked for trembles cleaving to this Virgo: our inner outflows, this kitchen suffering, our pantries cussing: if balanced a Libra, at tears a Taurus, to retreat as dying our first kiss by graves—at terrible knowledge, escaping through Van Gogh, to part with an earlobe: as pure terrors, while claiming sanity, this vest excusing itself for treacherous deeds—as, nevertheless, holding for captive—those sins in souls, where hurt incurred by circumstances.            

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