Tuesday, May 23, 2017

We Sit Through Flux

This space, so allergenic, so at wars with self; to flee to mirrors, or grind to music, our haste filled with ghosts; our pleasures falling, by webs our weeping, fraught by nothingness; to harness a feeling, while dependent on life, this vessel by aches our countryside: our existential, that glisten at darkness, our echoes seated at vestibules—to arrive as souls, imbued by fury, at measures that touching of eyes; wherewith, estranged, that resistant image, those blurry faces. I think about swans, such furious vigor, a terror-dome of appetites: that slight jealousy; those hawks amid waves; that curious insensitivity; while effused by mother, such pouring emotions—a decade finding self—as social location, or physiognomy, that psyche of pigeons—at flapping cadence, our eyes with memories, our souls threaded in scarlet; to fly at random, that deep experience, at one that cosmic spirit—as afflicted pieces, that accumulation, to be at treasures those years; whereto, are ghosts, that childhood ether, as sensed a bit unfelt; by which, are scars, as sung a lake, to arrive feeding egotisms: our outer parade, at wars those inner feelings, as announced by condition. I think about love, as concrete actions, or abstract words—those fevered footlights, by ocean shores—that midnight phoenix…as felt a dream, by cherished emotions, flushed by experience; as vetted feelings, that inner compass, to admeasure sensations; those deep psychologies, while reaching iron, while smelting philosophies: that casual grin; that influx in times; our fragments fraught by unrest; to scratch by skies, this element of peace, while afforded pure realization: this day affair, as rooted application, to arise a mystic jewel. We know methods, while embedded in souls, as participants of warfare: that long tress; those inner symbols; they measure this constructed life—where souls flourish, accustomed to shifts, adjusting a lithic mentality; by arts, that flux, as fluid with time, our willows bending; to imagine flux, as winding through spheres, with such rapid velocity. I’m low but moving—at wars with nothingness, while at pleasures that glorious cadence: that manifesto, that dissertation, that inner newness—at wails to adjust, this second in history, at preparations for new credence: those pearl hymns; that mental liturgy; this feeling coming into being; as one by harshness, at sudden warmth those shivers, at arcs our infrequent souls.


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