Monday, May 15, 2017

This Feeling by Wings

I’ll live it a livid soul scolded for cold our monopoly; as soft to music, losing sanity, as orders condition priests; that inkish wave, as grave a warrior, those passionate souls; as crazed with fire, this cryptic breed, at sacrifice those cultic cries; to live forbidden, while effecting sequences, that falling for crawling at tears to love: that fatal flute, at trekking meadows, enlove by penmanship: those lucid insights, as brave to harness, that language griping brains. We die to cranes, that anchor bleeding, while secret our closet activities: if must to dream, as must to feel, I’ll live secluded with dreams: if must to rumble, I’ll rapture death, at kisses that grieving heartache—to pursue sickness, while so to shames, where intoxication overwhelms—that pitted feeling, our guts destroyed, while upchucking particles; where mother gazes, by charms a confidant, while admonishing that type of hell.  We disappear, at love with actions, afforded this deep confetti: our parts to rivers; our songs to Buddhists; our pluralities to Hindus—swerving as seated, that inner owl, our jaguars to brains; as leering at traffic, that drive by seclusion, to exist as removed from that person.  I’ve died to sing, this pressure to evolve, feeling a bit stagnant; to stream that reservoir, those captive gazes, aflame that art where persons perish; as it didn’t live, while gasping for breath, as buried while pushing royalties: those offshoots, reversed in hearts, this inversion where eagles bleed. I’ll party alone, those dungeon eyes, afforded this dream. I’ll inflate a scream, as to chisel a shiver, at loses where love severs sorrows; that deep affection, as born to grieve, as grieving in pure ecstasy; for love is gritty, this unheard music, while attempting to finger that claim. It can’t be gentle, as participants at war, this longing to control affections: that deep opera; that gothic mirror; those chilly wands: accustomed to losing; at affinities with winning; at grins to witness spirits: that electrical shiver; those facial events; that season we bore imbalance.  I’ll float a phoenix, as to ascend an arc, while covered in mother’s disdain—if but to touch, that outer mind, as tapped into those exospheres; where love was real, as deep delusion, attempting to outwit that urging reality.  I’m running through portraits attached to seas an island by another’s palms; as sung that feeling, to wonder of that feeling, this giving of self until brains ooze—that infinite cry, that inner echo, to see with pride this once to live.  (Let us fly, while filled with tears, sitting for soaring at another’s cries: Let us dream, as affecting ghosts that hidden compartment our treasure box: Let us remember that violin, that new experience, prior to that rising moon; for this is life, as evolving creatures, our status’ at war; as nonchalant(s), swinging at parks, leaping by clumps of grass: that Beijing rice; our Eiffel Tower; that parish by Notre-Dame; where Alps are rising, that inner rift, as pieces forge into puzzles. Let us envision, that sweet but sour, as tugging at seas—that deep affection, as sipping ink, while dipping nibs—while so confused, sensing with clarity, afforded this chance to fly; for this is love, as never conflicted, while giving more than it hurts: that blue intension, as writhing emails, to condition a warm response).  We’re found as souls, a fleet of warriors, by lance to cross by paths: those seven-up roses; those skylark daisies; that miracle we came into essence; where daughters muse, as singing for beauty, unaware that souls sacrifice to love: that rising tide; that breathing darkness; those lights by helium we float.  I’ll live it a livid soul scolded for cold our monopoly—if aches are borne, accustom to frequencies, ablaze our equality; where soothing our cries, as death our woes, afflux this feeling by wings.              

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