Friday, May 5, 2017

Afforded One Last Dance

Such driven chaos, this acapella—at tears this voice as treasured: that inner scarecrow, as vicious to thoughts, that rabid introject—as coupled with spines, this line to brains, accused of insensitivities; that magic we sung, as so nonchalant, our meanings failing to carry distance: that charm by womb; that ache by scratches; that melody between tears: that broken vase, as achieved his life, so precious that touch screaming silence; to culture this frog, as acquitted for ruins, severed by major addictions: that sober web, to carry confusions, abused by childhood dreams—that paper plate, that flaming link, those droopy eyes—where mother cringes, at grief to graves, afforded darkness: that flippant soul, that carnival pain, a group of fathers relishing purgatory; to have for visions, this cryptic jewel, at refuge seeking clearance—afforded projections, at wealth to live, if but that cadence that diamond; but hells by vacuums, meditating sadness, accustomed to this type of misery; to call it normal, where souls would vie, so inclined to paint a portrait; that tile perspective, as mosaic chaos, afforded one glance to run. We perish madness, fevered through gorgeous, at points to pour into self—this lambent vessel, as cherished that style, accusing jasper thoughts: that lemon as sweet; that texture as fluid; those limbs betraying attitudes; to sense perfection, rounded in dejections, suffused with this ability to fly. I wanted for gems, as aiding this journey, to have given beauty more than giving self; that faint fiat, as doubted through wisdom, to offend self by peering into this legacy; to sprinkle by curse, this force of blessings, appalled by such hesitancy—as born to love, this music of doves, while at heart a young scrub: if paintings are pure, our dance is complete, while days are shredded through memories: that dark cologne; that sultry perfume; this chemistry by sheets our nightmare; to court a fancy, as time is spinning, while hearts thumb by nuance: those aches to dreams, as feeling affected, where arts are purple sun-skies: that face to drift, as seconds speak permanence, where children enforce this ageless process; but shadows to moons, that jasmine cry, as opposed to letting life: that candle worn; our jazz as mysterious; those trumpets resounding perfections; to escape a monster, as losing our course, by force to realign our vehicles. I die this way, as to feel this way, placing others as centerpieces: that carpet wine-drop; that ceiling fan; that fabulous piano; to have for dreams, afforded a young terror, by culture a mass of meetings; where horses frolic, by winds to mane, accustomed to such simplicity; as beauty speaks, while jaded a fool, to abolish nothing at such wisdom: those orchestra eyes; that crease above brows; those aches by words as softly spoken; to condemn his life, as given his soul, while to perish such butterflies. I love a dream, this infinite message, as giving life to illusions; to pant by brooks, flavored with deer intentions, at laws to construct paradise: that tender reed; those fabled dreams; that scream by arts as barely breathing; as lived a travesty, afforded such splendor, where two wrapped in ecstasy; as more to visions, traveling a dozen valleys, asearch for this perfect number; as numerology or psychic amps, perchance a kiss by feathers: if life is gentle, I’ll caress a dream, afforded one last dance.        

I’d Save The Reader Years

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