Tuesday, August 23, 2016

The Existential


We examine life, while sprouting truths, this tension of joys. Be it by nature, this inner predicament, as one laying claims to forgiveness: this harsh weather, this tinge of happiness, wrapped in sentiments. In a somber moment, wheels begin to churn, while an axis strikes a nerve. Caves are flushed; by which, letters are floating, while therapy becomes essential: this need to channel, where beast scribble murals, such vivid tapestries. Our reach is waning, searching for excitement, too afraid to seize the castle; wherewith, are hives, this fleet of bees, embedded in one’s brain: this rich infusion, if but one cigar, finding solace is sobriety; if but a second, while pacing thoughts, this friction of unrest. Psychs watch, painting hummingbirds, lost in lush meadows. To return to justice, a world disappears, probing at church-beating-hearts; that frightened child, roaming adult-life, while sipping blueberry tea. We measure love, whereby, to find love, afraid to unmask; but unmask we must, if to feel that joy, our tears knitted upon skies; where soreness trickles, into beige lagoons, expressed through heartfelt smiles: that inner person, affected by warmth, but jaded dearly; while laughs ache, through perfect armoires, our dress a code of façades. Something probes us; this fabulous force, scratching at heartbeats; to miss that feeling, estranged in this world, living from premise to premise; whereto, are deductive thoughts, cleaving to audible cries, where certitude demands conversation; as to unarm facts, stressing through induction, afloat this wave for balance. This condition we live—linked by chains, ever to investigate life: our brilliant paintings, our tapered honesties, our realizations; to float through grays, destined for enchantment, crying to cherish our inheritance. But what of knowledge!    

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