Tuesday, August 2, 2016

Pain Through Structure Manifested Such Prose

We perish immoral love, this neural fixation, as sublime as infusions; the flux of such love, as seeking understanding, as to ensoul a myth; with more this light, this soulfelt trauma, this crescent allusion; as merely a fantast, enlove with literature, as to refrain from names; this locomotive, this inner whirlwind, robbing us of sentences. How have we lived, filled with dark secrets, a candle lit in private; as privy to scars, that inner war, this abased mentality; that crooked focus, to lie as living, this starlit life. I feel bewitched, this feigning of stars, where hell was the reason. There’s a blindfold, stripped and shredded, as to see your face; this blurry sight, a friend of pain, the things I thought I knew; but more illusion, this inner cauldron, this shattered chalice. It mustn’t this life, to collapse in agony—the heartbeat of a crisis; as a midnight storm, a reversible crystal, as particles form a dream; this nonchalance, this dazzle of minds, a man too cold—to see for warmth, this inner ghost—this struggle of imps; as born this love, this marvelous woman, this lore of wisdom; to cry this life, as a mental oracle, or rather a potion for love.

            I’m airborne, this axis of life, this outward balance, this comet as a soul; the walls are damp, shredded through tears, this inward eclipse; as frying purgatory, where chains unlatch, while souls retreat to grottos; this epoch event, purchased by no man—this immortal fount, this hive of heartstrings, to see your earth, the material of firebrand, soon set ablaze. We’ve known for pain, as complaisant as owls, a bit beyond skepticism, staring at stoic wings. Oh the flecks, as mere articles, flaming through lies; this art’s demand, that fatal heart, pulling where gods retreat. Oh to feel it, this blasé spiral, as an attic desensitized—an eyelet of a future; for mere the thought, as fixed in pulsations—a woman he couldn’t ignore.

I’d Save The Reader Years

    The beat becomes sickness. A long crucible—a drilling ecstasy. I was losing focus, feeling forbidden, if to self, if to mirrors. So curs...