Saturday, August 6, 2016

An Enquiry About Manners Moods & Happiness

I touched on moods and manners, as to ignite curiosity, somewhere that hidden chamber; as manners speak in silent waves, to picture one’s upbringing, designed to set us apart; where moods speak to meditation, whereby, one has evolved, as to balance an imperfect person; where certain moods, brood in agony, while noticed as contagious. We alter moods, to perfect manners, where our goal is joy; some type of happiness, of far reaching degrees, whereto, is this frantic chase. To lack joy—is to suffer; where suffering alters manners; both societal and private? But I posit a young man, ever at odds, as to measure it according to comforts; while suffering infers normality, as recorded neatly, as we pay to read about tragedies. This young man, knew something special, this in-between, where exists an uncanny balance—this joy in suffering, this suffering in joy; as somewhat emotional, centered in moods and manners, an infusion for what’s appropriate. I return us to joy, as attached to souls, or rather, this tinge of souls; to feel offended with absence, as if light is darkness, this mystic truth; and still, joy misses the essence of life.


I’ve made a claim—concerning joy, where often we grow through pangs; whereby, we see change through contrast, as rooted in pairs, wherefore, one balances the other; while manners come through moods, both are conditioned through examples. If mother is ill-tempered, the son must resist, as to seek for other examples. If the father smokes, the daughter must resist, as to conceive a sense of resilience; otherwise, both are subject to becoming ill-tempered smokers. We suggest a subtlety: that one is able to distinguish right from wrong based merely through an inner activity, as opposed to coming through primary examples. We, too, have suggested that the son and daughter are related; nevertheless: Does joy condition manners, as to fortify moods; moreover: Does suffering condition moods, as to fortify manners? It seems appropriate to state the following: the one that suffers doesn’t necessarily have bad moods; and the one that is joyful doesn’t necessarily have good manners—where both are interchangeable. I retreat.        

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