Monday, July 11, 2016

Something

We drift into chaos, this something within, as challenged at the gates. I fear this something, as one facing mania, as told to steady drinking; and I know for loss, composed of monsters, where each yearns expression. I can’t but live, or either fail, as doing things his own way; to find for nescience, this ignorant lot, as drifting into a goddess; for issues come, to invade a soldier, as closer to that warrior. There’s a grave difference—to explode within thoughts—our hearts a slave of mercies; to chime with passion, this woman of virtues, as decadent as Simone. I mean it lightly, as to ask for humans, that struggle with demons; where marrow tickles, and bones rattle—where caves speak of silence; wherewith, are dregs, and ghetto roots, for one so articulated. I’ve spoken sooner, as filled with purpose, as exposed to disorder; to find his way, as lost to love, to know she could never fathom; for thoughts are deep, this veil of madness, as camouflaged in sentiments; where love be lost, forsaken to hells, as be it, a crime to utter love; but still this something, as confused by humans, the likes of which probe insanity; to have for lives, this fretful event, as to augment one’s intensity; to know for psychs, this thing of cultures, where both have endorsed principalities. I’m seeing visions, as a mind overloaded, to seep into Isis; this blatant charm, whereat, are grays—a warrior in her prime; where we mustn’t falter, if life is breath, this world of itchy caveats; as born to lakes, aflame our terror-dome, as intoxicated by art; where something lives, as probing insanity, as to puncture one’s contour; so tense to soul, this something peeking, as penetrated by influence; to see as life, this vague response, as feeling something laughing. It couldn’t be real, this thing as God, as explained in psychiatry; so more to faith, to ask of persons, studied within a psyche; to search definitions, as ousted by self, where something can’t be explained; as this proves for God, something ineffable, as something so close.

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