Wednesday, July 6, 2016

Frustration

Such is frustration—this charm of villains, as a mood becomes a torpedo; to feel invasion, this intrusive force, pleading for altercations. We fight it fairly, this unfair gripe, seated at a cliff; so oh the good-times, scribbling squares, a sign that something’s wrong; so we find for war, that whiff of irritation, as to fain perfection. It becomes a daymare, a volt of anxiety, this thing draining our powers; as to rupture balance, this un-seeable thread, unraveling at the seams.

We grip for beauty, a butterfly on a weed, as symbolic oaths; to trek a fearless sea, or trample an endless sky, that closer to a warm goodbye; where a gesture churns a tear, to receive that one hug, as to witness through feelings. Our world is subtle, and tritely overt, where we soar silent portfolios. They dwell within, as to capture years forgotten, a man of forty wrestling a twenty year itch. Oh to see it plainly, this inner mechanism, as a lifetime of repentance; for it creeps

within, as too young in wisdom, where the parts explain the whole; so why for questions, as to interrogate the whole, where analogies have spoken fruits? Such is frustration, pillaging a soul, enraptured by nuances; to love for sport, or to love for soul, as one inebriated by love; if only to surface, as to endure our rounds, leaning towards a technical knockout; where time eases rain, this dam cracking softly, as a friend of endurance; to know our parts, this velvet cinema, to

adjudge self on a screen; but years are frustration, this outward monotony, this un-favored dilemma; wherewith, is faith, that we must explore, living as it is; this universal face, this grand piano, sitting at three in the morning studying keys; at which, the tides churn, as for the deepest investigation, mining through coal and grime; but it couldn’t be true, this ineffable stem, surging through vein-caves; as alive deeply, courting anxieties, where girth is an undercurrent event.            

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