Wednesday, July 13, 2016

Off The Gaze

I come to you sleepless,
with eyes shut solid, alas,
this frontier;
as screaming, aha,
the plot of our movie, that closer to a screenplay; but
                                                                                 it couldn’t be us, sipping through shadows, alert to subtle vexations; and it mustn’t be us, to cuddle our swans—that gifted a moment grieving
—to gilt our shame, as love amidst, this kiss through bars.
    
Its busy scars, seeping through thoughts, where caves explode Elijah’s;

where     

I can’t but dream, this fiat of dreams, as forbidden from dreams; to court Fantasia, this trip with Poseidon—this passion and zeal and roots of Zeus;
to escape that moment, where hell presses its finger, alive but a second in breaths;
to invest so little, divested of tears, where pain shifts its anger.     

It’s pure denial, this vest of running, as our scissoring eyes;
where pain is glory, as writing through trauma, a mystic and his bride;
to fever through actions, this grave obeisance, that further the psych’s destination;
whereat, for tides, these tales of pirates, where a goddess saves lives;
so I see you more, as torn asunder, a hand for wakeless souls;
to court the majesty, as fury-infused, to walk as electricity;
for oh this night, a sister of days, explosive at noon;
to have for perfect, this inner disaster, a feeling of abeyance;
to love for breath, this awkward scream, ten miles further to Neptune;
as loony it was, the girth of moons, somewhere this ribcage;
as granted death, this cleft in souls, to heal and die for graces;
where it couldn’t be life, this deep exhilaration, a swan at a table—where ink is preaching;
to know for love, this hamper in dungeons, as to finally crawl out; and died this vein, as hyper as Argus—this inner centaur;
awakened with mercy, this curse of feelings, to strangle a would be giant;
as infused and humble, this chime in a vase, stressing this fatal embrace;
to purchase wax, as to watch it melt, as to write a dissertation.

It couldn’t be real—the effects of pain, as to morph into a poet; but life is gray, where hell is breathing, to execute the deepest charades.       

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