Monday, March 14, 2016

My Dearest Swan

What is this life, Love: the agonies of joy, the here-now and gone, that constant agitation; to yearn for granite, in an abstract world, longing for concentration; that sunstone bliss, that azotic topaz, those mystic moonstones. We love in segments, to love completely, to feel a subtle ache; for love restrains, to know for conscience, and jasmine ink; but what of family, that familial love, as aqua as ocean eyes; to fret and dance, the sheerness of joy, until the end has come. The memories bloom, through born charisma, the jutes of Adonai. I heard an anthem, through sable mirrors, to reflect a clarinet; where harps were souls, a subtle lament, a concept gone haywire; to feel for mesto, this grand piano, the portrait of a child; to yearn for homecoming, the slant of metaphors, in which is chaos. Oh the wild rivers, to nurture leopards, plus—a swan midair; to come to terms, afraid to sing, where a mother hears your voice. There’s autumn country-sides, and volcanic heartbeats, for an icy furnace; where this is limbo, a sacred ancestor, the urgency of prayer. Oh for magic eyes, to blend with prowess, to find one transfixed; but this is culture, the wealth of four parts, to nestle in orange leaves. I love you should carry weight, to read each turn; where maples bud, and apples become food, that closer a pure lament; that we fight for such, sorting through clutter, to secure the bliss; to live the occult, flaming firewood, to forget the ruts; in which is luster, the fuel of huts, stationed in souls; to flit and fly, to scoot through clouds, effacing smaze and smoke and pains and harms—that closer a breakthrough. I’m more a monk, and stranded to the world, to give both flesh and bone; where gateways are musky, the heaviness of scents, a fragrance to enter minds; but this is rare, the mask of habits, sifting through, Rumi.   

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