Thursday, March 31, 2016

Beauty as Spell

The fire of beauty—as exquisite as feelings, this inner diamond; and dye this pain, in burgundy lemons, as refined as an unborn kiss. I touched eyes a gaze. I awoke a demon. The hells paused. It’s the flame of loins—the mixture of thoughts—and gravity as delusions; to float forever, as present as esoteria, a trestle near hysteria. I fell in love, to fall apart, an engine to rev dry. I wet a nib, as sheer insanity, your blood flowing as ink. It was ever your eyes, and goddess brows, and high cheek bones, and exquisite fingers, and peach fuzz lips. I sought a muse, to find a friend, in a world of illusions; and never a jostle, this crime of fools, to perish Ecclesiastes. I loved an instance—of something found sleeping, a mirror in a basement; to thresh a soul, to scroll a queen, that further the midnight bats; where love broke motives, to investigate souls, the tracks of fantasies. I see you—spinning pearls, and tiptoeing the twilight—that inner kingdom, a mansion within a castle, a web upon a membrane. It’s the fire of beauty, as exquisite as intellect, the House of Cards—and women sip, and women rule, and women carry kingdoms. How to forget it—this ankle of tears, chased in gold, pierced through by crosses; and how to forget it—this tiny wrist, the dictates of ink, twirling in secrecy; and more the beauty, to chastise desire, to push passed morals’ abyss; and die the gray, to remember a dress, as in-between as beige: the sandy browns, the pale whites, as tan as distant deserts; and god loves—this miracle dove, a bit unaware—of the fiery depth, sinking into prayer, forecasting a sudden volt—or more an arc, an electrical current, or more a heart-quake.        

I’d Save The Reader Years

    The beat becomes sickness. A long crucible—a drilling ecstasy. I was losing focus, feeling forbidden, if to self, if to mirrors. So curs...