he heard his psychs. he plead for
meaning. too much to overstep. quite dangerous, never another upper, rather be
sad with you. the last meeting, tripping my pain, saw it, shook it, it comes
back to eyes. grief-poetry, twins, one passed away, the days ache, the face is
food, the love is unsteady. archetypes and shadows, legends and diamonds, only
Spirit knew the investment. coming out of the Jim Jones’, mother tried to
exercise music, a lady tricked her destination. seated by an animal, trying to
appease an appetite, needing to become an animal. many loyalties, to lose
loyalties, at some terrific tragedy; feeling out of place, feeling unkempt,
needing to redeem something within. and Love is different, unrealized, making
pepper out of tar. seeking purity. too far to complain. and when you love, you
grant freedom. (sexual guilts, needing guilts, just paused, saw myself, dropped
into a mantis.) the penguin leading by example, the ostrich giving up, the ape
leading with violence. real chemistry, a need to heart another, top tier isn’t
just given; so earned, ring finger, if it means destiny, despite resurrection. the
last to horsepower the skies, the first to unwrite prose, while it never meant
much at market.
