a
soul was baited such fire as it wiggles or pensive understandings; to know
truths, as refusing truths, it takes a certain sentiment. I was attending
class, a colorless room, I was arrested by indifference. to give all
seems fair when all is received … while most have pre-conclusions
pre-beliefs or pre-determinants. a need for apologizing a country of rhythms
where a thought forms discomfort. those burgundy-black leaves a gamble in our
memories such sweet tasting loquats.
most face a dam those waters settled
not permitting for passage; most must shatter interiority if but to pass
blockage running a risk of decay. I dropped a net I carried a mass it was heavy
into rethought. to sit conjuring up ideas where most do not repeat such
sentiments: as a person, somewhere away tinkering with a person’s equilibrium:
can’t tell a psych or a judge while they may be familiar … such ruth in our
loins such cages with owners where it becomes a thinking enterprise; or one in
pain, to have assessed society, such wrangling in high quarters. to remember Ephesians
or to scroll down passages where gnats seem inquisitive … we etch some out
where some stick while some are excellent antagonists.
I was in a dream, it was
frightening, I can’t interpret dreams … I can’t remember dreams!
explain emptiness again. I’m so void
I’m full. I need nothing because I have everything. I could be ignorant, but it
makes sense, but it’s experiential. something told must be lived, it speckles
as mystic union. so arranged as such an agenda or to confide in one meaning
distress. without guarantees without many epiphanies to reevaluate a dynasty …
some part in self, that grandiose island, where one slows down to type into
spirits.
by fetching early on, we learn to
search we become flowing essence. people may see such knocking such seeking
such asking … as receiving too much being a bit different too electrified to
seem human.
