purified by smelting, eyes low those days,
much unforgiveness in me. such pain in mother much adventure in father while semblance
would suffer his sentence. touched pavement ambition, such anti-science or bled
through. by waterweeds by wildweeds or tumbleweeds. a truer mistake while it
turns beauty to imagine a woman sliced open. some shame so early much suffrage
suffering. by blue veins one slapping his arm such a different spirit. a mouth
for swearing a heart for ignoring, or terror such dear convergence. by mount of
madness or fated gates while joys are so horrible. (he must be lost where
misery is gravel or glass waits in its melting. much fever those ruined ribbons,
while we notice Love is gorgeous. rich classification into green seas while
pleasures disappear in turquoise: father’s eyes, father’s wit, for he passed it
over to mother. some inner ringing some inner telephone while answering is ghostly.
so much by exospheres such bubbling precipitation—it might rain soon.) I fall
to knees those nights abandoned it must be life! minds fraught beige, or
anxieties in red ink, while one professor was begrudging sentences. a bit
unsteady, some undergirding, flustering while next to receive—by fury of
fountains by weary agitation into a sin he must refuse; too cursed to care too
affixed to affirm while hating self was so beautiful. those moments in there,
such caring in there, while waiting for some movement in there. too young to
feel smart, or too dumb to see a chasm, while so bright most walked away. (a
soul will shiver or tremble from tremors while living misidentified—but it will
stick!) no fast justice or no sole objectivity while fighting for these—fills a
man with boiling cries; as reigns weaken or thoughts are coerced where
something simple is most profound: those fields in time such burning in time as
silk worms maneuver through time. an ocean punctured me, a sweet venomous woman
destroyed me, where many didn’t bounce with a parachute. I crawl in symbol an
internal ideogram as music sweeps, captures, or condones sorrow.
