I
pray you understand such feathers in June by wrought justice — so fought for
such dementia so much a dear love; to ceased existence to laugh for miracles
advancing into bleakness. I pray you understand so near his castle such
galloping to rescue you; those fires in storms those brains in fleeing while
thinking is an enterprise. so much attention as given to luminous those cats
just watch. abused for tenderness so executed for promptness at fears
concerning sure proximity. to sit as it arises, so sleepy come July, so
unstable come surrendering. do say so much don’t say absence while it meant too
little. an accustomed blending a raft in canyons while in dire respects to have
survived. a fantasy to abandonment a whirl in dreams where a soul must regroup.
divorced from self or skipping beats while glory is getting something on time:
those phones ringing those dear elements while I try harder to concentrate. by
fret of fury or fever; so close inside so distant at arrival while seeing you
would be its definition. a soul at cliffs a man at fringes too unwrapped to
speak clearly. I listen while it
distresses where rules must apply. I
pray you understand those empty meanings those tiles on skies those glassy
tables such ash in screams such dusky horizons at function if but to reveal by
justice — of its masks; by disregard of midnight or terror as a sport so many
monsters undisclosed; at fair horrors as deeper disconnection while weary if it
gets to its location. some landmark woman or tragedy made clean while obedience
touches a sore/sour space; so much ugly beauty such an ugly voyage where
looking discloses irritability. some furnace some cave some thought vetted by
emotionality. I pray you understand the jealousy in men while we see us in
others; so cased by rivalries so keen to subtleties while adventure seems
premeditated. by stature of one, by pride in a woman, to know one cares prior
to losing. but a citadel a giant remedy while we keep many so closely. by
artifice to suggest it wasn’t before it became so factual. I pray you
understand. sweet gentility. sweeter instability. while knowing it comes one
second too late.
