Saturday, December 8, 2018

Houses by Ideals


…it takes regrouping, this odiferous undertaking, while apologetic concerning behaviors: at casual spells, revamping perception, while realizing something crucial: those endless seconds, founded by minutes, attempting to live with behaviors: our nightly lemonade, our boxed in realities, our remotes set for changes: at blurry portraits, at internal lullabies, or too saddened to leave it behind: those palace brains, while choosing demarcations, or weary for it hurts: to ask about emotion, to scream at feelings, or ultimately, to doubt our reaction: our passing thoughts, over something so simplistic, where sickness seems appropriate: indeed, our channeled islands, those repeated events, where more than enough has transpired: our sensitive souls, our sentimental values, our desire for something balanced….     …we ghost through life, weary concerning actions, where dear souls are courting excuses: Cindy is misguided and deep in pain and this is why she behaves differently: Bobby is sick and his life was impeded and this is why he’s a misogynist: Wendy has lied and Wendy desires love and Wendy is trying her damndest: while this answers questions, it fails to redeem behavior, where others are suffering from said actions: those tides are scattered, if but a simple reality, We treat others with dignity: hither, something shifts, this fleet of dead roses, or this lonely feeling while making love: such thin water, such muddy cries, our pits filled with rosaries….     I try to relax; but something is shifting and something needs to believe in humans: this conundrum, where knowledge is multifaceted, as both liberating and vindictive: our skies at motion, our earth at axioms, to inquire why many are stagnant: as incorrigible souls, at inexorable behaviors, while demanding fair treatment: our remotes clicking, our souls churning, or something agreeing with mutual respect: by something testy, or something convincing, while our children are relating to actions: our verbal rants, those verbal tools, while Bobby is dysfunctional: this tricky reality, as needing to tell our story, while listeners hear, but a possible threat: this shift in life, those omitted realities, where something wasn’t present long enough to fly….     I agree with friendship, this mutual foundation, this respect for humanity: to train children accordingly, (this damaged man), or to rebuild after decades of churning forward: it becomes possible, despite, tragic disdain, despite, great resistance: for souls are precise, this thing with classifications, while aiding, we sense something concrete: a slight riddle, this event through time, while college offers a firm shift: but days are long, where reality affords responsibility, where one may study in private: as Silent Warriors, or running through libraries, or reading sutras: while eyes receive, brains dance, where a sudden line stands forward: or days with elders, speaking about life, laughing at something called, Wisdom: or visiting churches, tugging at ears, or something crucial, like official help….     …to souls with powers, to life with roses, or simplistic existence filled by complicated meanings: our days to mischief, to desire luxuries, where youth needs preservation: our heavy hearts, reminded of particular zones, while examining our lives: such nudging fuel, or misappropriated ribbons, while walking through meadows: these souls in grays, as souls in blues, where straightforward honesty might overwhelm passion: our longing lakes, our sentimentalities, or this need to win: as lost or found, as flying or landing, where parachutes come through friendships: or self-reliance, our personal chalkboards, our revised second editions: to sing about love, or to cherish an ideal, as it must live in our hearts: such gravitation, our likeness churning our waves, while we desire something promising: our dear vibrations, our dearer frustrations, or better, our freezing distractions: at pure behaviors, tugged by re-knitted actions, while we realize something isn’t connecting: our remotes itching, if but to change those channels, if but to redeem actions…!

Empty Space

    I’ve been in this space before—it seems natural, the affection of energies. Such interwoven moods, a series of underpinnings. A differen...