Embodied Ideal

I sight by essence, this Theologica, this mental ousia: at resonance born, at flames leaping, at courage to worship: something steeper, such gut-weeping, such tragic loses: our apophatic dreams, our elegant screams, to sense something so energetically gray: at amazing screens, filmed by thoughts, alive—beating with helium: our Magistrate wines, our tidbits of beige science, or this fair ability to grant wishes.     It dotted midday, or came to threshing mid-motion, our arms and legs trembling with sensation: at fatal cries, this interior cliff, or this fascination with breath: our mental temperance, our existential hesitation, while so involved it shadows our doorsteps: this vestibule of chimes, this hall-booth of lives, or this fresco fire: to assist by brains, to possess love for granny, while terrified about our reality: this shifty mongoose, this allergenic cobra, while both are immune to resonant existence: as cobra’s retreat, or launch forward, those fangs seeping into passion.     I live as invisible; I exist as visible; and dare not share existence: thitherto, this calm estate, this eerie distance, while too close it aches: our paranoid chimes, at Love with abeyance, or tugging too steeply: our clenching arcs, our variables in glitter, where it felt bad to retreat: at fairer images, this swan in green, this life, our ability, while misleading a giant: our hallowed kisses, our concaving caves, or looking into self afraid to escape: this curse of souls, this flimsy makeup, or sensing an intruder: this mirror walking, this mirror stalking, our psychological horderves: as abandoned spirits, to sudden upon channels, or to watch as channeling is sold to believers: our embodied moments, as rehearsed, or deeply endearedJ: our abysmal chasms, our afire angels, or swans at ballet tiptoeing our arks: as hearing creatures, our heightened senses, where something delicate regrets her agenda: this soul abated, or teary denigrated, operating with stealth: or dalliance dancing, our days to trauma, our terrific triumphsJ.     …such comely creatures, so strong and fierce, while dying to exist: that army of women, that heroine cause, at war seducing existence: or Asian stars, liquefied by Star Wars, a bit so appealing searching for ultimate sacrifice: at treasures or treatises, at inexplicable happenstances, while once so low they sought to fix that avenue: this realized group, this soul connected, to ponder so deeply our hearts thump: indeed, a secret, but daughters are watching, and truth must seep into an exit: those smiles with consciousness, those words with conscienceness, our colors revealing straightforwardness: at rectitude values, at dearer contempt(s), while another group has paid Jesus: our deep complaints, our specter arts, while at ears ringing fire: our inner antennas, this sub-tentacle, while one helps one at struggles: this fair moon, this rounded electrical, or sights around something impervious: at intercommunication, or intrapsychical(s), while language is a bit robust….     …we’re laden with joy, or casual with joy, while resonant with solemnity: this deeper thought, met with encounter, while two are thinking in harmony: this sequential enjoyment, this body gravitating, or those spirits afloat at skies: such steepness, or sublime communion, which casts a great deal of inquiry: as a pure seeker, I must charge forward, while maintaining critical faith: a swig or two, a cigar or two, or plain to ask for reasoning: our clad watches, or wistful meditation, while feeling exhilarated: this found soul, this lost soul, as feeling our chase is worthy: those few creatures, this showing of intent, while a bit mean: to divorce intimacy, while aiding his soul, where one can’t summons clarity: this fair insistence, those rapid vibrations, those screaming undulations: at temperatures swimming, at waves leaping, at caprice to stir-up energy: this favored secret, those letters popping up, to imagine an old friend: but more to sequences, as more to fires, while something cultic has besieged our airs: those few souls, those remarkable souls, those sinister angels: as craving passion, while delivering love, to exchange something crucial to help a soul….