Tuesday, December 15, 2015

Was It Youth or Plain Negligence?

(You love with questions; racing into self, when the tone shifts); and
in my mind, Hennessey repeats itself; a shot for strength. It comes
from Shakur, a renowned lyricist, the bones of a panther; but as I 
wrote it, it disappeared, somewhere another level. (You have
secrets. They bring you fear; thus, a loud voice is cause for authorities).
Such a life; to die a partial grave, netted in sadness. So we tiptoe, as
not to hurt feelings, as so to see our children. (It’s a game: “Be forever
nice”); but how for one emotion?     It just echoed; a facial expression,
to conjure up rain. (To see you there, where access was given, and
loving me grayly: I perished that moment).     Such a dynamic; living a
bit abject, and reading silence; especially faces; where vinegar trickled
into indiscretion. I try to laugh, at tragic comedy; to know we live this
way, as considerate as hyenas; but not for death; for some are humanists,
and thus, they wouldn’t do it; where others approach hell, enthralled
for but moments; for hell betrays!     (I see more the dilemma; to never
know for ethics and ought and morals and wrong: It’s mainly—Do as
we please; and thus, it’s hard to chastise; where by law, everyone is
held accountable).     

Sonnet IV

    If I was Pablo in a feeling, I would assert love, I would cry fever—one begonia, three dreams.  If I was Neruda in my emotion, I would e...