Tuesday, December 22, 2015

Family

I think of family; we’re a bit off keel; grieving in worship; and oh the giant, to pardon gods, streaming for justice.     We live it torn, forever wheezing, to grab a stiff drink.     I think of aunties, to carry the burden, alive a nightmare.     I love us more, and ever for distance, to mourn a cousin; for vowels were made, to strike renege, from morning to moonlight.     I can’t for live it, to know for mother, to strangle a neck.     I love you more, to know a legacy, to ask for blessings.     We die so often, to resurrect, reading Revelation; and ghost be heard, to fathom grandma, a woman of stature.     I know for pain, to lose a sister, an aunty for a child.     We want for more, and ever to settle, to wonder of God.     I know for Alpha, and even for Peggy, a fleet of giants; for mother would brag, to feel for Spirit, a life in webs.    It’s more theology, and more philosophy, to know for grief.     I love us born, that sacred moment, and even a secret.     I can’t for cry, to know for hurt, a child in a carriage; and many watch, to plead the rain, a gift to a toddler.     To speak of self: we love us more, a tear in a bassinet; for life was given, to strike a match, a flicker of fireworks.     My dearest aunty, the days have mourned, to know for Edith; and truth to heart, the pain is grand, a thought upon windmills.     It’s deep the blood, the secrets of us, the light of darkness.     Know for love, a torn event, to see you and panic.     I think of Bill, a hardened eye, to cringe a soon return; but this is life, to scrape the graves, to pray for souls.     The nights are you, my dearest cousin, to know for mercy; where love is tears, to see returns, an aunty you loved.     I’m more for faithful, a silent cure, to stream a curse.  

Sonnet IV

    If I was Pablo in a feeling, I would assert love, I would cry fever—one begonia, three dreams.  If I was Neruda in my emotion, I would e...