Monday, November 20, 2023

Life Was Quit

 

Deteriorating. 

Running and tired.

If life understood its jewelry. 

I keep laughing, even when it hurts.

A bomb ass spirit, can’t find joy, what has God done? 

Red juice, eating life, sipping in a dungeon.

I was sick on love, nobody gave a missive, lurking at the apple tree. 

Having fun, like a drugged-out soul, it was never normality. 

Trying to cleanse it, its depth, pure profundity.

It helps to cure a soul, for life is shitty, with music making it better. 

Can I share something: I lie to myself: I keep saying, It’s alright. 

We know it’s Fucked up: we laugh 

self-consciously: to score again, blinking 

into a dimension, mellow with Flame.

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