Sunday, June 4, 2023

Listening to Sade

 

I’ve will to survive. With hell at location. A furious fire, a flame, leering into scripture. Each maxim, every element, indeed, to have life; breaking bondages, healing in parts, picking up new dilemmas. To have adored Christ, to live Christ, after such filth, to have met Satan—in language, in style, in arts, in motion. [my body yens for freedom.] [my soul aches for clarity.] In knowing it was seen, aftermath intelligence, to know for suffering—kindred souls. At a boarder, in seas, thrumming arms, nothing is coming. To sink, to go low, upon a hand, upon a nightmare, upon a shore. A soldier of love—a little reaching, nevertheless, a heart stresses to work, in adoring her music, there comes a disagreement. Hearts are aflame. In passing, in miracle, she fraught a soul, an exaggerated swoosh. Another in lagoons, topology burning, oak trees upon lives—so sweet, so delicate, I’ve a problem with loving. Science has so much to render—suspended as we are, to think logically, and still, to fall into emotion—why hast a system yen’d for feelings, natural upon a Cross, listening to Mariam? I’ve will to survive. Needing to reveal so much, damaged at bridges, cleaving to sanity, walking across a pond. In cessation is a claim, suffering shall stop, a mind learns to maneuver, satori is Rumi, samsara is Christ, do forgive if inappropriate.

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