Saturday, June 3, 2023

Inner Choir

 

Upon a beat, ignoring self, bleeding

through content. The frame in its sin, by sin

in its repentance, by a Ghost, to

wonder, to ask some hard questions. I keep

seeing you, it’s strange, I imagine it’s

just with me: on occasion, a person

will adjust. I was at a meaning in

self, I was arguing in spirit,

churning, battling, and pop.

Many tears lately, something released,

indirect catharses.

I imagine, on a serious

voyage, people of caliber, feel light

—until heavy—able to get to a

space: Christ in souls, Elijah & a small

whisper, Ezekiel & one locke—nothing can stand alone, never alone, feeding on sheer abundance, accustomed to some extent. Never understood what others convict in mind, pure sunshine, rain as a natural element, made necessary. When I spoke, I noticed, & we dwelled there. A silent measure, a polite suffusion, an interior dialogue. So possessed—so determined, closing boxes, exploring dungeons, maybe to aid, to feel it’s necessary, for slight, on caliber, can’t overpower decades at liberation. & exceptions, rules broken, skies inverted, God’s Ear! I’ll adjust—walking tunnels, finding alike-ness—composing, building an edifice, knitting a prosaic design.

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