Wednesday, September 7, 2022

Remembering Sunlight

 

By a wretched hunger I thirst into the havoc with wings spreading into the fright, and long we lived leaking in spirit the vile stench in skies, to dissipate and disappear, with little a trace in memory. Like ghostly folks the island on brains if to sense one was maddened and making allegations. I would not the indecent strife so concerned with souls believing my storytelling; a gentle man made uncertain the feast is in eyes carried into miracles. I just read an endearing childhood story; a mother laughing so hard at the child’s joke, in which, he can’t remember, the mother wet herself. The quilt, blanket, of such, was stained and washed so abrasively, it lost its threadcount. Sheer radiant beauty; mother running up the hallway, headed to the restroom, laughing heartedly—the praise of spirit, gut born pleasure, the kind one has no control over: it’s been some time sense most have had such miracle and phantom. I try to reminisce on pleasure born of innocence, those deeper moments, the beach and saltywater, the kelp at our ankles, the sand made into mud and the sandcastles some lad and family were stirring up; most delicate memory, to cherish the message, if sunshine would gaze into us.  

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