Saturday, September 3, 2022

Desert Leaves

 

Over dull feelings—aside blasé cacti—the desert is fullness; with camels listening, scorpions nesting, and dung beetles fraught with filth. It hasn’t been what’s perceived. I emphasize: it hasn’t been what others perceive. Days have drained us; nights have been restless; compromise has dented imagery—by anxiety to sing, an inward speech, with energies clashing.

Plangent grayness—sonorous patience—alike to popcorn and peanut butter, alike to a coal walk.

Many measures to examine; life can become numbed, numbing, many stunting features.

            Working memories, returning memories, stirring latent emotion—to have for passion—one science, and spotted dreams.

            Into puzzles, jigsaw dimensions, traipsing trenches, wrapped in dry earth; looking at skies, flying mirrors, deep black galloping—through sludge, marshweed, and sandy grains; chainsawing atmosphere, unlikely declarations, made realer, it can never be mentioned. More

            wending like kites; living parts of struggle; cultivating deciduous wounds.  

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