Tuesday, July 12, 2022

I’ve Trembled Often

 

 

I could muse the Ghost, in lighter years, spawned in essence and disbelief; to adore after offending, to decipher after unreason, so cautious, but not enough. I’ve lost physicality, not much to see, alert to deaths, in a cold sequence. When I met her, I understood her, the bassline is insatiable. Much dogma in me, new tenets in souls, thrown into the crowd; tossed a whit, at terrors a whit, listening to a heart with discernment. Quite defeated on this one, still walking the trail, looking as many have formed against the few; literature. It’s crazy how it set off. Many were pleased. Many were concerned. It comes to a monopoly on Religion; a small man, as destined to give up the ghost, like each as we swim into sulfur. It was a ventriloquist, an inner concentration, a multiple until it is corrected; the fierce of the flame, the Jewish—the Pagan, the inner excellence into danger. So recluse those winters, so close in reclusion, it never felt as real as the absent presence. A tear made cold, an oxymoron, while it does its measure.

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