Wednesday, July 13, 2022

15 Minutes After

 

It seems haphazard—so much so—disorder will lose its order. The lyricist in song—days before it gets noticeable—a fledgling became a star. I don’t understand such lateness. To assume truths, and run with essence. The same would be despite the infraction. Either earned, or given gratuitously. The latter is excessive; thus, too much gratuity. One would inquire about ethnicity—those boundaries—those sensibilities. Would poetry be received differently? Would nemesias dance? I was with spirit those days in armor—compelled by interior to chase, to sing, to place self in uncertainty.     I met a person, radiating spirit-joy, aging close to 50, it was a pleasure to speak, chat, laugh in nature.     It seems haphazard. Selling chaos. Turning some second into a man’s death: Malcolm X.     To wonder about procedures—with how they vary—being pursued under some defacto, some foreign umbrella.     After a time, seeing many ingredients, a soul debates inside—trying to ignore the excellence of the persistence.  

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