Sunday, February 10, 2019

House of Cards


…it becomes this life, such irritability, such charming realities: as built interior, becomes webbed advice, our souls raving over comforts: such sugar water, so many hummingbirds, our trails and courage: at something irregular, seized by humanness, fleeing into mirrors: those landscapes, such perfect reflection, or something projected: as mirrors stare, while bleeding truths, our ticklish inhibitions: at tubs for baptism, this silent confession, those boisterous lungs: so frightening; so outlandish; to witness something so humbling: our captive minds, seasoned with chili, at casual adherence: to pace with existence, to love and adore, while sensing something incredible: our needs for entertainment, this hourly review, while silence suffers anxiety: these inward lizards, this antsy being, or too much to reproduce: our daily islands; our shifting realities; at perfection in many areas….     …so many tasks, so much responsibility, while worlds are closing closer: at pure science, or pure religion, or walking a very thin wire: those inrushes racing, our interior singing, our souls emerging from dungeons: to sense a countenance, to realize something young, where adulthood should flourish: our expectations, our indoctrinations, while realization fails to complete us: this magnet life, as cemented in uneasiness, while we dread this inevitable event: our first promise, our last horizon, while Jesus Wept: if but to believe, as but to endeavor, or better, to live each day in service: such dreamy rites, such fulfilling frustration, at this silent place by courage: to love and adore, this service in humankind, while building and raising a family: those trenchant gifts, this probing reality, our daily baptisms….     I know not this web—as explores our souls, where knights gallop to war: such lemon-grass, so many grasshoppers, such clumps of existence: our bodies in motion, our minds replete, our days entering into conflicting feelings: to imagine sameness, where many are driven, while many are unmotivated: this weekly gamble, our porcelain dice, our interior compass: to wager our minds, to carry our portion, while flung into our realities: this small kingdom, our rich advice, while hoping for particular streams: as lives our souls, manipulating our horizons, while tugging something too close to heart: this wealth in mindsets, this deep mindfulness, where existence seems to inject our mirrors: those long pathways, those subtle poses, this conflict/controversy engulfing beauty: our perceptions, our wires crossed, while years prior one adored beauty: if but a slight instance, where something is reversing, while something continues to nudge us forward: this battle with time, where souls are losing, while something inverted says we’re winning.     …I reviewed something—this inner person, at core intentions: this pleasing interior; this ruffled interior; this commanding interior: our thoughts combating, our beings tugged, or those few believable souls: such noise there, such relaxed cadence, such hopes dictated by participation: our future realities, at states of consciousness, dwelling by interior: while seeking faithfulness, something so charged by us, while most realities are dependent: those deep perspectives, as so charming to muse, while most realities are coddled and cultured….

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