Thursday, February 21, 2019

Decode Life


…so delicate to senses, so aggressive with lights, as formed in Greece: or roaming Haiti, lost in jewels, spinning with humanity: our grave-life, our sky-arrangements, at souls spacing into lightning: such fair characteristics, such a vague approach, while sensing something empirical: such non-existence, such shaky cessation, at battles and winning: this blank canvas, those ink-blots, asked several things longing: to mis-print existence, to map our cries, at existential geographic(s): this interior book, while flipping pages, so reminiscent of life—those snails oblivious, those meerkats questioning deserts, our taller tales and tragedy: if but such love, to know insecurity, while a gesture erases hesitation: indeed, such magenta auras, or offensiveness quite alluring, this chase in souls: at silence and loudness, at rooms and cages, while unlocked treading our outskirts: this configuration, those daily mechanics, at peace a gentle kiss….

…we share romance, as dying to live it, so outstanding a frozen rose: this sea of chocolate, this ocean spread afar, those intricate shorelines: as men laughing gently, as Love awakens, where something inconsequential offers promise: to remove silence, to greet eternity, afloat an island in Europe: such turquoise waters, such free-flowing motion, our years searching for powers: to invoke a blessing, while glowing ambiguities, to arise as monsters with tyrannies: our shattered cries, our purple hopes, fleeing into reciting arms: but life so remote, and life so capricious, where certainty seems aloof: this daily challenge, this edgy reality, this sacred church….     I get lost at times, rewound in thoughts, but feeling presence: this take on justice, this lance at metaphors, our deep trepidation: fiddling leaves, rummaging soil, and pruning inhibitions: at hours particular concerns, to imagine Love, as fixing something eternal: such weight exploding, such petals upward, while trekking downstream: our managed chaos, our luxury imprints, at voice-marks and arrows: to deceive self, if but to breathe, afforded parts of reality: this sane man, this insane texture, while haunted by existence: at prayer daily, if but this release, as never searching for too much: this sake in sakeness, this vehicle exercised, this subtle realization: at something deeper, at something philosophic, at something theological: our ontologies, our cosmologies, our teleological beliefs: if but to awaken, if but one cigar, while daily at particular thoughts: while unfinished, while upholstery watches, while stomachs demand something edible: those replayed films, those telemarketers, as asking for accountability: such architecture, this mental edifice, at Descartes meditating metaphysics: this gentle insistence, our touch on arrogance, at moon and sun and star….

…it becomes fire, those sediments, those biblic curses: as forcing retraction, in a fundamental circle, while arguments run for millennia—such sweet aromas, such wiggly vines, steep into this space for fools: at redeemed expectation, and charmed to believe, while needing foot to mountain: at internal tablets, sensing reality, approaching something aloof and holy: our madness minds, at thought-mistakes, our bodies depicting such evidence: as sworn to silence, where tomorrow seems gentle, but seconds appear harsh: this wheel spinning, Ezekiel at bones, our beliefs challenging our expectations: this fret in time, this inlet-cry, at moments needing soundness: if but our lives, if but our careers, at stakes plucking our begonias: as sent persons, at courage-valleys, seated in something meditative: our brief rest, our inevitable return, passing gardens and rebirths: this living respect, those rosemary eyes, as sent to decode life….  

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