Sunday, January 20, 2019

Half Face/Half Mirror


…gentle at parts, half a mirror, half a face: this chase so gray, those skies our image, our gravel relentless: to rebirth silence, figuring religiosity, decoding perception: our travel hearts, our deep cravings, while living disorder: or wrestling fire, smoldering gently, at eyes so emphatic: those needs speaking, to attain those needs, followed by deeper needs: as never enough, as rarely enough, while captured by gentility: to need an animal, while frightened of animals, or so many court secrets: to talk life, to give life, while controlling life: this death light, those fretted parrots, those runaway cheetahs: our leopard instincts, chasing for gunning, thrust by existence: our cavalier station, where birds are messengers, at half a face, at half a mirror….

…or suffering insistence, while pillaged mentally, at something hooking persistence: this chained silence, or sensing discord, while ignoring nudges: those half smiles, that half mirror, this half face: wondering consistently, to realize such conception, at deep realization: this creature, so small so precious, so capable—those dark blues, this infant curse, while raging into forests’ audience: as saving souls, or capturing souls, for she looked so sullen: indeed, a told saga, a dreamy bride, where introduction frightened mother: so gentle, so vicious, so meditated: if but more flowers, if but more money, if but our separation: a rasp to thinking, a mirror to mirrors, at churning faces: or cruel skies, or artifice spirits, where decency is impartial….

…so statuesque, vying for attention, while something is given: our studded shame, or pure wildfire, relaxed in something unpleasant: apologetic disruption, dying matter, or inanimate breaths: feeling outfoxed, looking to dungeons, our tents our roofs: this kernel nudging, this woman so delicate, our mud seeming like reality: at half a face, at cloudy mirrors, or rusted arcs: such a blessing, if but gentility, if but something at eyes: those mementoes, reminding our guts, while pilfering through cedarchests: those small hurdles, or steep hurdles, our legs climbing insanity: where something smiles, our broken skies, our terror movie….

I laugh in dungeons, our lives dictated, our deepest secrets petrifying: a friend listens, churns her guts, and utters gentility: this fortune in souls, our tethered tongues, our serene hostilities: so dependable, so connected, while such a liar: such oxymoron, such indecent existence, while needing dependability: such barren ethics, while anything ensues, where trauma feels normal: our deeper cries, our inabilities, our forced mirrors: this half face, this chasing ghost, while it feels so normal: our strummed morals, our thrumming ethics, where it seemed inconsequential: our falling clouds, our swooping intelligence, at moments, a casual grin: our captive bellies, this thing to newness, this life with oldness, those gains losing: something listless at motion, something fragile but dynamic, or something so strong pitted in weakness.

We need clarity, as deciding upon temperament, where anything can be worked through: this trenchant hell, those trenchant eyes, as consumed by honesty: but trust is built, and trust is jeopardized, and trust is pivotal: this floating balloon, this pitched ball, those slamming rackets: this Ping-Pong existence, this half empty mirror, or this half empty face: reading prophecy, with pure ambition, while listening closely: such vague cries, such spacial prediction, such need for something to cleave closer: our bad situation, our diehard insistence, as two lost for forgiveness: it doesn’t exist, in this knotted wilderness, while running for closure: so unshod, where secrecy would be fine, if but those would die in silence!

Zephyrs

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