Saturday, August 18, 2018

We Love for Courage


…our reachless arms, our psychotic intoxication, or sisters searching for kinship…this lucid loser, this caprice princess, or hours to perfecting pure fire: this feeling as nuance, this knot as wilted, where graves seem homely: that woman’s eyes, this subtle charm, to realize an emotion screaming about legacies: those sawed brains, this deadly damsel, or years through Mexico: this Trixie affair, those burning nebulas, or mystics revving this current excitement: where women hate, aforetime, to love, while sanctioned for ruined running through Greece: if but to fly, wrapped in agonies, where rivers run stagnant: those noble realities, this noble curse, or brains to barrows laughing insanely: this cage for misfits, or this mother grieving, while our sons are eating bread corners: our aqua sensations, this tug as richness, or our tingling palms: of course, her eyes, of course, her cries, or days to Dallas building an Empire….     I’m sickly with passion, to designate a muse, while so deep enlove I can’t whisper—this friendly desiccation or this raffled execution, while so young he became a legend: this quixotic curse, this thirst for danger, or this picture perfect opening: indeed, he dies, as lifted by leaves, where this army built queen desecrates immortality: that woman’s tears, as wiped with acid, or three lines to set our pace: those cuffs grinding, if but against flesh, at half an hour she found new Love: where men lose sanity, if but this exclusive seed, to realize that lies encourage Empires: those fine  wings, this exterior Love-shark, or actresses built for long-range—at puffy hearts, or trickling spiders, while mixing vodka with scorpions: that churning sensation, this gutted mystic, or kites to Jupiter those isles: if but with illness, or this beautiful monster, to inquire about winning loyalties….     …we exhaust pleasures, lost in reveries, and deciding upon our foundation: this mental edifice, this seduced creature, or this sultry fox: our dresses torn asunder, our bodies bleeding perfume, and our guts becoming bowling intestines: those revved warriors, those vertigo brains, or parachutes striking through ghetto consciousness: as heads spinning, or engines within arteries, while shorn for perfect as alone we thought: this feeble soul, at Love with vengeance, to arrange a Persian wedding: those bald lies, those bold replies, this burgundy pint of sin: as losing wilderness, to arrive in summer, while mythic mystics hide closely….

…those gibbon cries, those hyena eyes, this miracle to suggest, I deserve Life: as hearts thrusting, or energies maneuvering, where Love has proven destiny: to pet our sea-lions, or to purchase a seahorse, while perishing softly as a neighboring flower: this garden of daisies, those tropical ankles, or that irregular scent: as machines moving, so lost to travesties, while border-line a bit crude: this velvet dress, those high heeled rebels, this bowl of peaches—where Love is ruined, or where Love is flying, to know this person while ashamed of Love: as cruel messengers, or 300 orphans, or souls raised for perfections: this mother teaching, this father grooming, or years tugging piano keys: if but this life, associated with high-rises, our minds three million miles into jackals…those fuchsia intuitions, or fuchsia intellects, to look closely as eyes water: that dying turtle, that sentimental cinema, or seconds to eating a steak: as lives our guts, this feeling magnet, where Love appeared in purple: our wheels of color, our diamond excursions, or dreams too fantastical to become our reality…those Grecian Islands, this turn towards forgiveness, where a near-souled-friend points at profanity: that masked weaver, that gracile spine, or neck to buttocks destroying his courage: those tawny souls, this quadroon reality, or this mestizo witness…!

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