Friday, August 10, 2018

Colour Dungeon Freedoms


…we glance gently, afraid of mediocrity, but thrashed by necessities: this dying philosophy, our guts rebuilt, or days to rekindling our courage: as explosive agents, in this high paced environment, while seeking refuge: those silent whispers, those violent cries, this vehement projectile—as men living secrets, or women damn near dying, while infants cry for milk: if but a ninety night plan, or an unthawed heart, where reality blends with perception: our casual therapists, our intense psychs, or this variance that differentiates human souls: those rising waterfalls, those seconds in hibernation, or those metaphysical icicles….     I sip a.m. hours; I reboot by noon; and hell to gravity this incessant war: as crickets migrate, this brain of indifference, while something tugs claiming its daughter: those moments by fertility, this round by decimation, or this realism depicting sheer hatred: if but to fix Life; if but to dream perfectly; where chainsaws are dripping with success: this ruined cage, this unlocked bolt, or those seconds to feeling Jesus: as crying men, or wailing women, our minds born to cocoons: those radiant charms, this hassled liquor, or grandpa distinguishing passivity: as never by ledges, for one foreign, but ever by clear profanity: that second to clarity, as shunning its existence, while a porcupine searches as a delicate sign.     …we disgust otters, this laughing frenzy, as squirrels penetrate our calmness: our African Sun; our European Moon; or thoughts gazing through countenances: that black scar, this Sahara Atmosphere, while seated in a casual office: this blatant deliberateness, this shallow inquiry, as views are formed through sheer personhood: our rabid resurrections, our building disgruntle lies, or one uncultivated but condemned for passivity: those flying waves, as becoming nonchalance, while psychic cameras are blazing with hostilities: this indifferent soul, as speaking to self, while too exhausted to give another decade: especially, by strangers, this foreign reality, this inner Madagascar….     I study lemurs, those curious contours, or those neighboring bonobos: as something missing, this vital link, where realities are discussed: our sugarcane, or bamboo skies, where mantises serve as pure examples: to ravish nearby bugs, while praying to invisible weather, where one becomes as Holy as Thou: this river divided, this person feeling justified, as nary a clue to responsible behavior: our aye-aye insanities, our eye-eye realities, while wrestling with thickets.    

I thought for rushes, this seeded captive, this sullen reality: I thought to passion, at least with motives, where common ground has been established: if but to whisper, while cut asunder, where one has access to origins: those radical eyes, that radical countenance, or vampires peering at likeness: this shift in brains, this core resonance, while unbeknownst to its hosts: those hell cactuses, or this haven in heavens, while reality senses its grandest destruction: our plural daughters, this woman searching for clearance, while involved in myriad distractions: as lively trolls, or rabid gremlins, as to morph by Cinderella: to ponder brain-litter, or thought-hoppers, where twigs are speaking in tongues: as livers ache, or mothers plot, while children distinguish slights by error: our gummy emotion, those chameleon cries, or this mothlike inner cathedral: where humans are imperfect, if but this freedom for self, while psychs are encouraging pure nature: that running current, our primate eyes, or intestinal sakata rugs: if but to realize, this distinguished truth, our souls set for capture: as loyal penguins, or promiscuous octopus, either/or, we select our realities: to dine with terns, or to sing with song-cries, while ignoring our hands setting our configurations: emperors killing thousands, for something lodged in personality, where children become orphans: that beaut for sin, that inner voice-over, or trials produced by behaviors.           

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