Monday, June 18, 2018

Page Silence


…those purple cries, raked for perception, palming grassy sand: listening to bat wings, trekking through crowded caves, to stumble upon a crane fly or glassy skies, or a hundred beats a minute, or a hummingbirds manic lifestyle…this green/brown gator swamp, this existential texture, or that electrifying caiman: our sparrow-hawks, our compelling faces, or our aesthetic snakes: this outdoor museum, this neighboring marketplace, those peregrine falcons: our shots at romance, those meter long wings, those leaping caracal magicians: this man to stars, this Beetle Juice affliction, this sketchy individual: our odd responses, our casual nonchalance, or our failed attempts to induce realities: our albatross hearts, our birds eating birds, or this kleptic arc-glance: those trembling notes, this comfort as in seconds, or this sky theft….  I caught passion, so young and stunted, while fleeing those tugging ropes: sheer exhaustion; this house of leakage; or those dreams for one that couldn’t leave: this lifelong motivation, this song knitted to symbols, this tale by thoughts held hostage: these mental-go-rounds, this conscientious rearview, our blinkers for that length of time: such crowded pavement, our nameless humanity, those individual specimens: this slant as science, this belly of butterflies, or that heart of ladybugs: our souls a major concern, this philosophic discussion, this endless speculation—while closer with experience, to sense such motion, while communicating internally: those cape-gannet insights, or this raven’s intuition, where souls participate in sky-cloud displays: our minds reaching lakes, our outpour reaching clarity, or such as clocks aligned at applause. 

…it’s been years at vests, or days at chase, a warrior’s gutty hunches: to find with time, this agitating self-interest, or edginess seeming to have outlived its domain: while serenading winds, or winged for wheels, this tiger moth, this foret fly: those dreams we shared, those pictures we painted, or this king-bird we admired: our days as lovers, our hearts while panting, our ponds filled with geese: as fire pilots, or fighter ants, or fishing bats: this caving sensation, this wall of ornaments, while bogged intensely by responsibilities: our acacia sunrise, our walnut trails, or our chipmunk musings: this patient courtship, as gives those airs, while sullen our seconds to concerns: this scribbled house, this scribbled face, those wiggly lines signifying grass: our inheritance, as mother would scribble, even an entire page….

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