Thursday, October 5, 2017

What IS Meant by Human?

At tour abysses, this tyranny of passions, while to wrestle our inclinations: this lethargic feeling, as drilled a sin, our music this symbol exploding our skies; those gray balloons, this need for excitement, as to demand its location; as infants whine, while souls groan, this mythical magic as only reaching so far: that bold outburst; our moody temperaments; this vacuum inverted as blackholes; as fiery mind-reach, occasioned to fly, engulfed those sad winds.  I season arts, at love to perish, uprooted that concrete location—this vexing web, those combating eyes, that second in time by such charisma: if but agony, we grieve our focus, unraveled by sheer intrigue: that reclusive person, dancing with graces, at envies our mirror’s openness: those witty responses, alive that feeling, at sudden lightning a bit disgruntle.  Our skies as jasmine and jasper, seeking our conveyance, to invest in sheer artistry: those broad strokes; our acrylic pestilence; our inner Armageddon—to seize with admissions, this venture of spiders, such by cadence partly destroyed: whereat, those faces, blended into whirl-skies, at cries this silence fusion—those bold soliloquies, that portrait shifting at brains, this whisper urging our catastrophe; as but a second, this windfall-logic, to deduce with flights this fantastic calamity.  I churn heart-caves, influenced by silence, at tired-paces influenced by urges: this wilted expression; our trefoils bearing witness; where roses pause as speaking abeyance: that tulip prancing, at terrible friction, our daisies as sheer romanticists—those years at desires, to come to clearance, at treacheries to escape this probing insistence: that in-between, that wishful agony, this manuscript we call life—to perish love, as dying embarrassments, at inner shrines: that tipsy smile; those steep jitters; that reluctant but forward laugh; to cry impermanence, while concretizing family-life, where innocence is cultivated near springs: this lavish joy, as rich with elation, while conscious that decision to invest mobility; where love is seasoned, as winning is raw, those seeds to souls at blossom come autumn.  [I don’t know us, at fairest fantasies, where both are equipped: this feral passion, as rotating mirrors, this laughter seated in primitive layers; as this theme at chimes, buried in prosaic guts, where it felt good to suffer this impossible scream.  I know our passions, this simmering conglomerate, our community racing towards closures: if but this life, as compared to that life, as needing this atypical clairvoyance; where Love is raw, as passions excite, while literature tugs at inner binoculars: those chests wheezing; our lungs to smaze; this vex as sifting out that leprechaun’s castle—where rubies glisten, that Land of Promise, to perish an extinct legacy.  Our laughs to sorrow; our sorrows to laughs; as never that typical closure: while lost in gems, or found in clarity, while tugged this inner poet].  I feel fuses, this human connection, our mystery embedded in elves: this sober resistance, as looking to morning, where neither feels quite at peace: this marvelous woman; this cultic emotion; this telescope demanding closure; as scientific, where humans are variables, this irrational element; that fine print, our signatures in spirit, this vest plummeted by fantasies—as knowing we knew, for life’s cultivations, our souls tillage’d by phantasmagorias: this infant with dreams, at membrance that shadow, to come to life by sheer objectives; where love is warm, as never a thought, while nights are ravished by intuitions: those fair feelings, as dying our loses, while sutured by our gains; whereto, this furious fever, as love to die living, or at love to live dying: this shift at hearts, as pleased to witness, this mystical element at raptures.    

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