Sunday, October 8, 2017

Heavy Palms

I’m not lost, particular about faucets, particular concerning fancies: our bold endeavors, our seated silence, our language by designs; those sighted eagles, patched with glitter, dug from soil—that laughing nervousness, this human feeling, marketing our logos.  By mystic wells, and cultic tales, we tap into generators.  By glamour unspoken, we penetrate lights, at your face feeling ambivalent: such insecurity; that fading confidence; at segments to evaporate.  I arise a phantom, with mirrored reflections, at your silence speaking glory: our radiant seconds, those edges in time, this remote destination—as given so little, our Miami mentalities, our struggling humility.  I etched a feeling, depicted in fresco, our gods so silent by energies—those echoing eyes, our taupe meditations, our marooned inclinations—as freedom grieves, searching for captures, exiled to political captivity—that inner freefall, those buoyant wings, this feeling buffed by reality—as sighted passions, to pardon sincerity, while distant a cry those nudging urges: this exigent muse, that Dior model, our incipience bleeding its travesty; as pure ambivalence, while something’s unsure, to exchange concrete for abstracts—this failure in minds, as retreating in hysteria, tugged at brains laughing uneasily: those rabid sensations; that sky-dream neckline; this turquoise joy raving exclusivity: at needs to perish, if but to confirm, those rudiments straddled to perfections.  It takes gusto; this resilience to commit; where our cosmos blends with pure keenness—as protecting inheritance, while reading through, Sirach, our natures tugged our lungs roaring: such candent waves, as lambent necessities, while pure affection becomes intimacy: this giving of souls, our molasses-love, our windows open—prayers pouring forth; albeit, our minds, traveling through dominions, where adolescence influences behavior.  [We see it fretting, this hanky essence, as rabid confusion].  I know a dream, as realizing ambition, while retreating casually.  I know a dream, filled with reality, while too real to sustain.  I heard about ifs; this needs to work harder, where reality fails to sustain longevity: this reckless mind, as requiring enchantments, while damaged fairly by wars: this leggy soul; that treadmill struggle; that soul nervous constructing perfections: to relax with time, while infused by pressures, a sore indebted to those heavy palms.            

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