Saturday, April 8, 2017
Reflexive Young Eyes
It becomes us, this deep omission, to hear—amazed—as rage ensues: those
grievous eyes, as pleading forgiveness, content with our deaths; to reflex
life, that broken soul-law, our intestines churning; as cried lights, trekking
pathways, a furry of neurotransmitters; whereto, an agitation, this familiar
newness, but a brain to vacuums: that silver spider; that vapid instinct; those
years as trained a warrior; wherewith, those scars, embedded in spirits, our
mothers participating. It tarries as panic, this flippant disgust, a pack of
souls our Father’s perfection; that deep mistake, as cornered our eyes, this
thing that language as too many words—to ingest life, feuding our
songbirds—those aches this land of betrayals; whereat, are souls, melting into
demons, our contours screaming. We could to live, fishing from fears, at
terrors that psychotic mirror; or more to mastery, evolved as personas, at
once, an insidious root—as eyes hurt, to grieve admittance, coming to a space
of inflections: those petit joys, as morbid cries, a fury of something lethal; where
ink splatters, that ruined blouse, while scribbling an opus;—those days to
famine, a dozen tales, as seen those private perspectives; to scream at life,
as tired maturity, at wonders, that chaos of souls; to see it bending, this
serpent of years, a fist full of fruits. It shouldn’t be, while rendered as
compliant, at demands for repentance: to take for soul, this angst of souls,
while forced to atone for apples: that velvet ache, those russet dreams—that
favor afforded a silent soul. It becomes mystic, that deep majestic, our
esoteric woes; to drift by cadence, this nature of wolves, a lion too far our
deserts; whereat, are dangers, by which, are terrors, if so be it that justice.
We see patterns; or private desires; as wretched as a moonless sky. We hear
lies, as losing years, to stumble nonchalance: that horrible person, at wars
for secrecy, demanding we ignore our lying eyes; to fence this way, traveling
cultic gates, forbidden to enter truths. It grumbles this way, at wonders such
panic, where souls have failed to administer studies; that cry for
complaisance, or this plucking of feathers, to mis-educate our Love: that privy
as unseen; that person as perfect; where time forbade that image: this terrible
soul, as blighted with errors, while chasing this voice of truth: that horrible
mind, as trekking philosophies, as born of dregs; this deep mistake, while
seated at perfect, our eyes barely at stability: those devious ills; that
tragic life; that heartfelt shame; while pointing pitchforks, ablaze a
scarecrow, as favored hypocrisy.
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