Thursday, April 27, 2017

Fatal Attractions/Tragic Feelings

Letters are burning; pictures are melting; a cedarchest is set to flames: there’s broken glass, a fist to windows, a bolder to fiberglass: our carpet is wailing, lovers are sighing—so close to perish that crooked charm; as music falters, our symphony mourns, our children tremble beneath covers: its hell our nights, fumbling to breathe, adjusted by fine ideas: that chiseled agony, as gray as memories, this place in time but a moment: to share by hearts, coming to conclusions, abused one last art—to tremors that curse, at love as beasts, our furry explosive as climax. We chance those deaths, a couch of secrets, a loveseat as witness—irregular arms, at flights to terror, so precious as beautiful our love: those knitted allusions; our segue rhythms; that steep stigmatism—to alarm angels, that faint appearance, jogging for running our treadmills grieving—to bounce his heart, this scheme of stanzas, our tones but verses—to curse infinity, dying a puddle of tears, our satin memories—at birth a tension, our fathers mourning, as mother so cunning—to wonder departure, a ballad at funerals, our children feeling abandoned: to see such truths, our laughter by stigmas, that agile melancholy; but ours to live, as complicated persons, so steep in psychologies: that rounded chaos; that terrible promise; our farce to appease angst: that psychotic soul; so distant a leaf; able by silence to cause discomfort—as it must for danger, this vest of feelings, otherwise, I’m to peer at self—that deep inadequacy, that need by pliable wings, our curse as imprinting mental boards.  I loved a song; it sang of glory; it nursed our egos—as hell appeared, screaming pluralities, forced to appraise that internal pendulum—as feeling trapped, while reaching for insanity, if perchance to become famous: this unspoken nuisance; that charming sociopath; our mirrors pleading every theory: that locomotive; that rare enchantress; our eyes as ears as feigning deafness—to curse our souls, while forced to comport. 

  (We danced like villains. We admired treacheries. We forgot our mirrors…this terror by grays, as never that bold, where sex disguised treason…that musical escapade, so gentle a storm, while feeling uneasy…as time beckons, those bleeding dots, while fury lurches into madness: that cadence as drums; that crypt evacuated; our surgeries mending our tuxedos: if but to perish, this colorful cadenza, that mystical aria—as born to breathe, so heavy at shirts, our tenets clashing with societies…as grace tugs, this beaming countenance, seeping into morbid psychologies: that beige moon; those turquoise bells; that burgundy liquor—as died her soul, as lived his mind, where two merged as becoming oblivious: this song he won; this art she craves; those pelicans feeding on patios. It comes to mercy; our children smiling; our souls demented—as cursed forever, attracted to lights, cloaked in oaks by poetries).  I resisted a feeling, fleeing for flying, at terrors that treacherous soul; as others suffer, while shame stipples, to know we never met her: that driving force; as born to ethics; while refusing to trespass a tender heart: that crimson towel, as grips our brains, filled with furious fires: that patient love; that temper modified; those wings breeding wings; instead, to deaths, this innocent ignorance, while abusing passions. I would to laugh, as immature dearly, while flooded with melancholy: that deep scar, while supported dearly, where minds agree with treachery; but love is gentle, an immoveable fortune this photic, feral imagination; where serenity dwells, a bit temperamental, so ravished by trust: if but to land, that trauma to perish, that strumming that mourning hummingbird: to fly afloat, that genius art, that fearless loyalty; where souls flourish, that tender sorrow, agaze by such reach.            

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