Thursday, March 30, 2017

Kindred Sparrows

We adore mystery, agaze by Sophia, amazed by depth; this silent message, our Emmy performance, aloft this space of swans: those tender motives; that crazed optimism; those beige eyes—beaming as sunshine, at legacies our tortures, at tears our mourning. Here we are;—a bit pampered—enlove with that feeling; as told plainly, “This never as us, but ever as them!” I’ve cried this ache, spinning a color, ashamed of vexation; as affected sorely, to hear that cringe—our hinges squeaking insanities; where love was gentle, that exclusivity, this farce of virtues; but more to mystery, this deep chill, our walks speaking Shakespeare: this silent language, piercing souls, at hearts this infatuation: that cryptic woman, to carry Argus, our souls chalking outlines: if but a soul, this wilderness tree, as stuck amidst concrete—while surging abstracts, but framed in gravel, at tears our woes. It was ever midnight; our minds were grieving; but so distant our waves: I couldn’t rest; while wrested sorely; that sudden upon a name: We died this wave; painting misery; our fingers speaking sorrow: I heard silence; a leaf near rooftops; our burgundy souls minced in vinegar: We wrote havens, broke insanities, while calming justice.  I often stare, focused on abstracts, this slant by conditions; to utter this truism, pertaining to perception, our minds so aloof—as to have this feeling, as fully fixated, this inescapable sensation: those orbit eyes, grounded in psyches—that raft through yogis; to claim victory, while sullen a soul, as charged as Hemingway: that purple star; those cultic prickles; our minds trespassing! It was art to read it; this magnificent sin; as flushed through internal rivers: as metaphorical twigs; or pure musicality; those shapes as colors invading harmonies: where time was complaisant; while space was conforming; those treasures blurring artistic textures; as more to mystery, shimmering through hells, a bit more intelligent than prose. We sing in shapes, sighted but unseen, rehearsing this hearse of tragedies; as pure knowledge, this goddess of dreams, at tears that personality; while fully familiar, or torn as strangers, this deep comfort: while broken but whole; or whole but broken; as slaves appeasing an ink barrel. I would intrude, if time permitted, while charged to retreat: this castle of torments; this hellish paradise; this key to locks as transforming—to see our minds, at woes to exist, but fevered by existence—this pleated mystery, as kissing eternity, while at bars to address a subtle feeling. It should’ve lived, this hyper sensation, this déjà vu: our tragic arms, that bear to cages, where fangs become vicious; while terrified, Love, or petrified, Love, or fulfilled, Love—this inner paradox, fevered by a stanza, to see us leaping in agonies. I’ve lived such terrors, peering at ancient muses, while imagining similarities: that inner travesty; that childhood ache; or our Mystic Father—that Mother of dreams, our fire to souls, or more an asexual stream; to kiss by channels, this furious river, while balanced upon a Kayak—this Kodak moment, our sweat as salt, to leap by dams that silence. I awoke, Love—censored within, flipping through sculpted pages; as born to meadows, traipsing for drawing—our portrait mingled in oils—that painting of souls, as rifted by mystery, peering at raven mane. It couldn’t be life; our sainted souls; at mercies our inner therapies; as deep analysis, made muddy as shivers, to extinguish with hours our fears: that tragic comedy; those painted faces; our histories as distorted: that time in life, to rewrite stories, while offended by interpretations; but more this life, as chasing this poetic, our thetic encounters: this melic muse; this dream of screams; this deep chaos: as cordial waves, engraved in silence, forbidden this ache of poets; but more to fires, to see that face, those majestic eyes, as courted through self, pierced as charged, dying that instant of manifestation; to leap through catastrophes, while exploiting sorrow, if but to reach through turmoil—this mystic art, as splayed through parts, where pieces are composing—that inner literature, this rich affection, our souls as kindred sparrows.

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