Tuesday, March 28, 2017

Humans Alter Other Humans

It’s uncontrolled, however, controlled, this lethal paradox—as grounded behaviors, morphing suddenly, those eyes that psych—where fire is majesty, this uncouth relation, as seeking correlations—while founded in thoughts, disposed to sensitivities, this promise to escape influences; as escaping self, this pure objectivity, while warped through sudden breakdowns—as bleeding perception, to nigh a brain, where intimacy is a false promise. It couldn’t be, this fated luxury, while sensing potential danger; as falling for love, this maverick of times, as to retreat to textbooks; or more this vixen, associated with traumas, as warped as this affection; to die through graces, as sensing that face, subject to pure insanity: this treasured soul, walking this pleated plank, as seeing self in correlations; this deep infection, as priced in therapy, where souls are one. (Forgive the misnomer; but insanity fathoms insanity; where clear thoughts offset diagnoses); so how for assessments, where one is thriving, while associated with a plethora of difficulties; this chase through life; as investigating features; where said features have entered our souls. It couldn’t be easy; this grit and value; where thoughts are rummaging psychoses; this found land, as pure intoxication, while drifting in and out—wherewith, are truths, this deep ability—to alter another being; through cryptic measures, as seen for powers, while averting the luxuries of profound miseries; this deep secret, as charged as Jesus, infusing a nation of souls: our likeminded flames; our detrimental traumas; this cadence of resonance within; to come to caves; as excavated dearly; while feigning this total detachment; as nearly said, we interrogate self, through this shield called others! I’m found in it, seeking this mystery, where said mystery is protected deeply: this furious fan; this electric socket; this wealth of pulling out traits—to defuse lights, a man stranded to others, while de-powered to maximum degrees: as morphing with strengths, this preferred power, as manipulated by towers. We must perceive, this inner transformation, as manipulated by others: if be it this legacy, as partly human, where practices influence change; with change comes temperaments, as such contain powers, while an altered temperament alters powers. It becomes transparent, rummaging through psyches, tugged at by something disgruntle; that inner delirium, that force of hearts, that fire morphing into a kingdom; as charged transgressions, by human standards, where unsaid humans are clearly powerful; as, wherewith, alarms, to comport to certain laws, while feeling exhilarated. I ask a question, concerning this mortal danger—By what practices must the in crowd abide? It becomes haphazard, aside this inner compass, where power is said to corrupt; as more for wars, as more rejuvenation, as cryptic this art within; to see such eyes, perfected at hiding, where unsaid thoughts perceive a threat: this fuse of legends, as esoteric, at comforts with weaknesses.        

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