Monday, November 21, 2016

I feel Something, at Needs to Find It


I called us light, this fantastic soul, a bit for ghettoes; as achieved at midnight, this morning glory, as to enter as animals; this reaching future, peering at grandma, this woman by means a spirit. I died today, this graphic shock, as to realize such keenness; that gentle soul; that tempered woman, as to earth this soil. I had for heart, where hearts had us, this furious dimension. I felt a psych, that moment clear, to realize affections; but this is running, where souls are aches, this feeling deep a mindcave. It shouldn’t be light, this dark confliction, as husbands debate literature; but this is life, with soon regrets, that outer negligence. I saw a dove, at woes with chi, to seek for holiness; this feral land, as wild as geese, this squirrel trekking through valleys; that inner swan, that distant mother, that man raising seeds; to see for days, this grave infliction, peering where dreams never divulge—that inner wave, as borne to letters, while typing they sung—this fatal glory, to die a child, as becoming that misfit. I hugged a tree, speaking at apes, this monkey as something his genes; this chimpanzee, a riddle to sphinx, abused by thoughts that tulip. It’s soon to perish, these remnants of thoughts, as to have angered a psych; where truths exist, as foreign arks, this space by chance an omen. Our souls are churning, alive with love, to feel that first glance; to cycle through souls, to feel but one, this thing a torture to hearts. We live at loses, abandoned to existence, as to figure for formulas; that distant fortress, those birds of song, that cry by lakes his baptism. It had to live, this witted wind, as pushing to enliven our woes: that captured ink, embedded in flesh—his love at soul a friend; where hell is law, as joys are passing, to reinvent this wheel. I used to out, as now to sip, this bottle screaming our psyches: that inner song, those repeated lines, this ghost by face a magnet. It couldn’t be life, to lose so much, at tears to confess our dilemmas; but this is art, this tinted abuse, while singing of love this angst. I heard a swan, while speaking through fears, this magic as white our psalms. It must be life, swinging though traumas, to arrive at grace; where purpose is written, this tragic embrace, to find for peace that resistance.     

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